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SIAM 




UNIFORM WITH THIS VOLUME. 



EGYPT. By PIERRE LOTI. Translated by 
W. P. Baines, and with Plates in full colour 
from paintings by Augustus O. Lamplough. 
Demy 8vo. 7s. 6d. net. 

A wonderfully fascinating book, conveying vivid 
pictures of the charm of Egypt and the marvels of its 
antiquity. Loti, as is his wont, endeavours to get at 
the heart of what he sees, as he steeps himself in the 
enchantment of moonlit temples erected by the most 
ancient of civilisations, watches the sun set behind 
the illimitable wastes of the desert, glides over the 
darkening waters of the half-submerged island of 
Philae, " Pearl of Egypt," or listens to the mournful 
song of the boatman as he drifts on his dahabieh 
down the Nile ; and gradually a comprehension grows 
upon him of the reasons that made Egypt the first 
country to awaken from the torpor of barbarism and 
to build monuments which are the wonder and 
admiration of the whole of the modern world. He 
realises the greatness and feels to the full her spell. 

INDIA. By PIERRE LOTI. A third and 
revised and cheaper edition entirely reset 
and now first illustrated with eighteen 
plates in colour and half-tone by A. Hugh 
Fisher. Demy 8vo. 7s. 6d. net. 

Loti's idea in going to India was to discover if in 
the Buddhist faith he could find anything to replace 
the Catholic religion in which he could no longer 
believe. He visits the ruined temples of the ancient 
Oods, festooned with jungle flowers ; he rises in the 
early mournful dawn, and penetrates where European 
feet have seldom trod ; he listens to the languorous 
Oriental music on moonlit nights ; he experiences 
nameless dreads, indescribable terrors. He visits 
the sacred city of Benares, and watches the wrapt 
worshippers on the banks and the smoke ascending 
from the funeral pyre of an exquisitely beautiful 
Indian girl. He sees the little children, living 
skeletons from famine, piteously begging for bread, 
and finally he visits the high priests of Theosophy 
who have sought refuge in India away from th 
tumult of life, and finds what his soul craves for. 

Mr Hugh Fisher has caught admirably the spirit 
of the East, and his sketches and paintings give a 
great additional charm to the text. 



SIAM 

BY 

PIERRE LOTI 

TRANSLATED FROM THE FRENCH BY 
W. P. BAINES 

ILLUSTRATED 




LONDON 
T. WERNER LAURIE, LTD. 

CLIFFORD'S INN 



630271 



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AUTHOR'S DEDICATION 

To Monsieur Paul Doumer 

DEAR FRIEND, It was during your Governor- 
ship made notable by your so admirable talents 
that last I visited Cambodia. And I owe it 
to your charming courtesy that I was able in a 
few short days to penetrate as far as Angkor. 
May I ask, then, that you will accept the 
dedication of this little narrative, as a token 
of my affectionate remembrance, and also of 
my esteem ? 

And will you forgive me for having said that 
our Empire in Indo-China would lack grandeur 
and, more especially, would lack stability you 
who have worked so gloriously and so patiently 
to ensure its permanence ? But so it is. I do 
not believe in the future of our distant colonial 

conquests. And I mourn the thousands and 

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Author's Dedication 

thousands of our brave little soldiers, who, 
before your arrival, were buried in those Asiatic 
cemeteries, when we might so well have spared 
their precious lives, and risked them only in the 
last defence of our beloved French land. 

PIERRE LOTI. 



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CONTENTS 

CHAPTER PAGE 

I 3 

II ii 

III ,9 

IV 25 

V. . 29 

VI. . . 39 

VII. . ... 49 

VIII. . . 83 

IX 115 

X. . . 133 

XI 141 

XII. . . 153 

XIII. . 167 



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LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS 



THE GREAT STAIRCASE, ANGKOR-VAT (BY EDITH 

M. HINCHLEY) Frontispiece 

ANGKOR- VAT To face page 6 

COCOANUT PALMS 2O 

THE BEGINNING OF THE RAINS ... 42 

HABITATIONS OF THE MONKS, ANGKOR-VAT . 58 

THE GATE OF VICTORY, ANGKOR-THOM . ,,64 

THE CAUSEWAY, ANGKOR-VAT .... 72 

FROM THE GALLERY OF BAS-RELIEFS . ,,74 

CARVINGS FROM ANGKOR-VAT .... 84 

A WINDOW, ANGKOR-VAT 92 

AN ANGLE OF A COURT, ANGKOR-VAT . 96 

A DOOR-POST, ANGKOR-VAT .... IO2 

THE CENTRAL TOWER, ANGKOR-VAT . . 106 

A TOWER, ANGKOR-VAT 108 

A COLONNADE, ANGKOR-VAT .... no 

BAYON 118 

A DOORWAY, BAYON 122 

AN APSARA 126 

DANCING GIRLS 156 



CHAPTER 1 



SIAM 



CHAPTER I 

I DO not know if it is a common lot to have 
from childhood, as I have had, foreboding of 
one's whole life. Nothing has happened to me 
that I have not dimly foreseen from my earliest 
years. 

The ruins of Angkor ! I remember so well 
a certain evening of April, a little overcast, on 
which as in a vision they appeared to me. 
It was in my " museum " a little room 
allotted to my childish studies at the top of 
my parents' house where I had gathered 
together a collection of shells, rare-plumaged 
birds, barbaric arms and ornaments, a multitude 
of things that spoke to me of distant countries. 
For at this time it had been quite decided by 
my parents that I should remain at home and 
not venture forth into foreign lands as did 



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my elder brother who not long before had died 
in the far east of Asia. 

This evening then, an idle scholar as was 
my habit, I had shut myself in amongst these 
disturbing things, for reverie rather than with 
the idea of completing my tasks ; and I was 
turning over some old and yellowed papers 
that had come back from Indo- China with the 
belongings of my dead brother. A few diaries. 
Two or three Chinese books. And then a 
number of I know not what colonial review 
in which was recounted the discovery of colossal 
ruins hidden in the depths of the forests of 
Siam. 

There was one picture at which I stopped 
with a kind of thrill of great strange towers 
entwined with exotic branches, the temples of 
mysterious Angkor ! Not for one moment did 
I doubt but that one day I should see them 
in reality, through all and notwithstanding all, 
in spite of prohibitions, in spite of impossibilities. 

To think of it better I moved to the window 
of my museum and gazed, chin in hand, at the 
outstretched country. Of all the windows in 
the house this one of mine commanded the most 
distant prospect. In the foreground were the 
old roofs of the tranquil neighbourhood ; beyond, 



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the hundred-year-old trees of the ramparts, and 
then, and at last, the river by which the ships 
made their way to the ocean. 

And very distinctly at this time there came to 
me a foreknowledge of a life of travels and adven- 
tures, with hours magnificent, even a little fabu- 
lous as for some oriental prince ; and hours, too, 
infinitely miserable. In this future of mystery, 
greatly magnified by my childish imagination, I 
saw myself becoming a kind of legendary hero, 
an idol with feet of clay, fascinating thousands 
of my fellow-creatures, worshipped by many, 
and by some suspected and shunned. 

In order that my personality might be more 
romantic there needed some shadow in the 
renown I was imagining for myself. What 
could that shadow well be ? Something fantastic 
something fearsome ? Perhaps a pirate. Yes ; 
it would not greatly have displeased me to be 
suspected of piracy on seas far distant and 
scarcely known. 

And then there appeared to me my own 
decline, and, much later, my return to the scenes 
of my childhood, with heart aweary and whitening 
hair. My parental home, piously conserved, 
would have remained unaltered; but here and 

there, pierced in the walls, hidden doors would 

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lead to a palace of the Arabian nights, filled 
with the precious stones of Golconda, with all 
my fantastic booty. And then, for the Bible 
was at that time my daily reading, I heard 
murmuring in my brain the verses of Ecclesiastes 
on the vanity of things. 

Tired of the sights of the world and entering 
again, an old man, the same little museum of 
my childhood, I was repeating to myself: "I 
have tried all things ; I have been everywhere ; 
I have seen everything. ..." And amongst 
the many phrases already ringing sadly that 
came to lull me at my window was one that, 
I know not why, will remain for ever impressed 
upon my memory. It was this : "In the depths 
of the forests of Siam I have seen the star of 
evening rise over the ruins of Angkor." 

A whistle, at once commanding and soft, 
caused me suddenly to become again the little 
submissive child that in reality I had not ceased 
to be. It came from below, from the courtyard 
with its old walls garlanded with plants. I 
would have known it amongst a thousand ; it was 
the usual summons of my father when I was 
discovered in some small transgression. And 
I replied, " I am up here, in my museum. Do 

you want me ? Shall I come down ? " 

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He should have come into my study and 
cast his eye over my unfinished lessons. 

" Yes, come down at once, little man, and 
finish your Greek composition, if you want to 
be free after dinner to go to the circus." 

(I used to love the circus ; but I was toiling 
that year under the ferule of a hated professor 
whom we called the Great Black Monkey, and 
my over-long tasks were never done.) 

Still, I descended to set myself to the com- 
position. The courtyard, that yet was pleasant 
enough with its old low walls overgrown with 
roses and jasmine, struck me as narrow, as too 
enclosed, and the April twilight falling at this 
hour seemed unwontedly cloudy, even some- 
how sinister ; in my mind I had a vision of blue 
skies, wide spaces, the open sea and the forests 
of Siam, out of which rose from amongst the 
palms the towers of prodigious Angkor. 






CHAPTER II 



CHAPTER II 

Saturday, 23rd November 1901. 

IT is some five-and-thirty years later. A warm, 
heavy, torrential rain is pouring from leaden- 
coloured clouds, deluging the trees and streets 
of a colonial town that smells of musk and 
opium. Half- naked Annamites and Chinese 
hasten along, by the side of our homebred 
soldiers whose faces are pale beneath their cork 
helmets. A noxious moist heat afflicts the 
lungs ; the air might be the vapour of some 
cauldron in which perfumes were mingled with 
the odours of putrefaction. 

And this is Saigon a town I could have 
wished that I might never see, of which the 
very name once seemed to me mournful. For 
it was hither that my brother (my senior by 
fifteen years) had come, like so many others of 
his generation, to take the germs of death. 

To-day this Saigon of exile and languor is a 

familiar place enough. After an acquaintance 

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of many years I have come now to think that 
I no longer hate it. When I came to it for 
the first time already a little past the prime of 
life how sadly strange and unfriendly I found 
its welcome. But 1 have grown used to its 
leaden skies, to the exuberance of its unhealthy 
verdure, to the Chinese quaintness of its flowers, 
to its loneliness in the midst of grassy plains 
sown with tombs, to the little cat's eyes of its 
yellow women, to all that constitutes its morbid 
and perverse attraction. Besides, I have already 
memories here, a semblance of a past ; almost I 
have loved here ; here, too, I have had my share 
of suffering. And to the immense cemetery, 
overgrown with rank herbage, I have led many 
of my comrades-in-arms. 

On the occasions of my previous visits we 
were in a state of continual alarms, in connection 
with warlike expeditions into Annam and Tonkin 
and China ; and it had not been possible to find 
time to make the deep plunge into the interior 
of the country, towards the ruins of Angkor. 
But at last, for once, I find myself at Saigon 
and at leisure. Our period of active service had 
terminated in the gulf of Pekin, and the grim 
warship to which I am attached is anchored here 

certainly for more than a month, alongside the 

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homesick quay, near to that dismal and, as it 
might seem, abandoned dockyard, where the 
earth is red as bloodstone beneath foliage that 
is too magnificently green. 

And this evening, after so many years of 
waiting, I set out at length on my visit to the 
great ruins. The rain pours down on Saigon in 
the customary deluge. Everything is streaming 
with the tepid water. The carriage which takes 
me to the railway (even in so commonplace 
a fashion does my journey begin) throws up 
waves of reddish -coloured mud on to the naked 
bodies and the white linen clothes of passers-by. 
Around the station is a quarter that might be 
in China itself, instead of in a French colony. 

The train starts; the carriages are stifling in 
spite of the visit of the storm. In the twilight, 
which gathers apace under the heavy clouds, 
we have to traverse melancholy stretches of 
grass-land which are studded with a multitude 
of old Chinese mausoleums of the colour of rust ; 
the whole extent of the "Plain of Tombs," 
where already things lose their colour and 
become grey ; and, were it not for the persistent 
heat, this November evening on this foreign 
steppe would be like one of our more misty 
evenings at home. And then the night 

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overtakes us in the endless succession of the 
ricefields. 

At the end of a two hours' journey the train 
stops. We are at Mytho, which is the terminus 
of the line, the end of this unpretentious little 
colonial railway. Here the scene changes, as 
happens commonly in this region. The clouds 
have melted from the sky, and the nocturnal 
blue stretches limpid, wonderful, with its sowing 
of stars. We are in the neighbourhood of a 
large, tranquil river, the Mekong ; hard by here 
a steamboat should be waiting to take me, first 
of all, to Cambodia, by way of the river. The 
road which leads me to the spot, along the 
bank of the river, is like the avenue of some 
trim park, only the trees that overhang it with 
their branches are larger than ours, and fireflies 
everywhere flicker their nimble, dancing fires. 
Peace and silence. The place would be perfect 
were it not for the eternal heaviness of the air 
and the enervating perfumes. A number of 
lights in row amongst the greenness indicate 
the streets, or rather the alleys, of the humble 
provincial town, which was laid out in a single 
planning on the level plain. And how can one 
describe the sadness, the brooding pensiveness, 
in the night-time, of these corners of France, of 

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these outposts of the fatherland astray in the 
thick bushland of Asia, isolated from everything, 
even from the sea ? . . . Little groups of soldiers in 
white linen uniforms are taking their monotonous 
evening stroll along the road I am following, 
and, as they pass, I can detect in their voices 
now the accent of Gascony, now the accent of 
my own native province. Poor fellows ! the 
mothers that bore them are waiting anxiously at 
far distant firesides; while they, perforce, must 
squander here a year or two of the most precious 
of life. Perhaps they will leave behind them 
little half-bred tokens of their being, who little 
by little may infiltrate the French blood into this 
stubborn yellow people; then they will return 
home, with blood for long impoverished by the 
sojourn in this climate ; or, perhaps, they will 
not return, but lay their bones, like so many 
thousand others, in the red earth of the 
neighbouring cemeteries which are disquieting 
in that they are so vast, and so overgrown with 
rank weeds. 

The steam-boat gets under way as soon as 
I am on board ; we begin to ascend the Mekong, 
keeping near to the banks, where the trees 
seem to stretch out a curtain intensely black, 

and the fireflies continue their sparkling 

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dances. Before we reach the border of the 
forests of Siam, we shall have to traverse the 
whole of Cambodia ; but I purpose stopping 
at Pnom-Penh, the capital of the good king 
Norodom, where I shall arrive by to-morrow 
night. 



CHAPTER III 



CHAPTER III 

i 

Sunday, 24th November 1901. 

MY little steam-boat has been making way 
all night against the current of the majestic 
river, journeying towards the north. Daybreak 
finds us continuing the same peaceful naviga- 
tion through this Indo - Chinese bush, the end- 
less curtains of which were so black under the 
stars, but are become glorious now in the sun- 
light. Banana - palms, cocoanut - palms, man- 
groves, bamboos, rushes, packed close together 
in a serried and endless mass. At first sight one 
might think the country was uninhabited ; but 
looking more closely one sees clearly enough 
how cunningly its opulent green mantle has been 
penetrated underneath by the human microbe. 
Here and there tracks, such as might be made 
by the beasts of the forest, debouch from 
beneath the trees and lead to the river. They 
are the first indication of the villages. As we 

pass them at close quarters, the perfumes of 

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the flowers become mingled with offensive 
animal odours ; a few poor huts are disclosed, 
cowering among the branches, and human 
beings appear, lowly and, as it were, negligible, 
under the sovereign eternal verdure. Lean 
Annamites with bodies of the colour of saffron. 
Young women often pleasing in body and 
countenance, but repulsive as soon as they 
smile and show their teeth lacquered in black, 
which make the mouth look like a gloomy 
cave. A diminutive humanity, at once in- 
fantine and old, which has scarcely evolved 
since the time of the prehistoric ancestor, and 
has been hidden for centuries in the foliage of 
this tropical flora. 

There are a number of native canoes on the 
river, fashioned each one of them out of a 
hollowed tree -trunk; and everywhere along 
the banks primitive kinds of fishing-tackle 
wattle-like things made of reeds or bamboo. 
For the most part they resemble huge cocoons, 
which, as they emerge from the green confusion, 
plunge at once half-way into the water. You 
might almost imagine that they were the 
chrysalides out of which these little yellow 
people were born : a sort of worm or maggot, 
whose business it was here to gnaw the wonder- 

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ful covering of the plains. And over and above 
the so many outspread snares are the innumerable 
bird-fishers, long-legged, long-necked, with long, 
cruel beaks always ready for their prey. Men 
and wading birds alike waylay the myriads 
of silent, rudimentary lives which pass within 
the river. From all antiquity their flesh has 
been nourished on the colder flesh of fish. 

More than once my pilot loses his way in 
the winding of these banks, so endlessly alike, 
and strays into deceptive little tributaries, 
bordered always with the same curtains of 
verdure. And we get stranded there and have 
to make our way back. 

As evening approaches the human type 
changes. The few inhabitants of the banks, 
of whom we get glimpses through the reeds, 
are more Hindoo, more Aryan in type ; their 
eyes are large and straight, and the eyebrows 
well marked ; moustaches shadow the lips of the 
men. The habitations also are different, higher 
and raised on piles. We are no longer in 
Cochin-China. We have entered Cambodia. 

And an hour after midnight we moor our 
boat to a quay before the town of Pnom-Penh, 
which is asleep under the stars. 



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CHAPTER IV 



CHAPTER IV 

Monday, 25th November 1901. 

THE air here is already less oppressive than at 
Saigon, less charged with electricity and moisture. 
One feels more alive. 

And a melancholy of a different kind emanates 
from this town, lost as it is in the interior of a 
land -bound country, without ships, without 
sailors, without animation of any sort. It is 
comparatively but a few years since King 
Norodom confided his country to France, and 
already everything that we have built at Pnom- 
Penh has taken on an air of old age under the 
scorching of the sun. The fine straight roads 
we traced here, along which no one passes, are 
green with weeds. It might be one of those 
ancient colonies, the charm of which lies in 
desuetude and silence. 

To-day, nevertheless, is the third day of the 
traditional water festival, and in the evening, as 

the sun turns to a coppery red, the banks of the 

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river suddenly become animated. In one of the 
royal junks, the prow of which represents the 
enormous head of some monster of Cambodian 
dream, I watch, in company with a score or so 
French men and women living in exile here at 
Pnom-Penh, the progress of the long racing 
canoes. They go past in a furious eddy of 
spray, manipulated by half -nude men, who 
paddle standing, with movements of dexterous 
grace, shouting, at the same time, encouraging 
cries. 



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CHAPTER V 



CHAPTER V 

Tuesday, 26th November 1901. 

STANDING back from the bank of the river 
stretch the vast quarters of the King, invested 
in silence. With their denuded courts they 
form, as it were, a kind of glade in the midst of 
this country, by the side of this town so over- 
grown with trees, and the roads of reddish 
earth which surround them are pitted with 
large imprints from the daily promenade of the 
elephants. 

This morning at half past six o'clock, wander- 
ing alone in the early sunshine, I enter the gate 
of one of the courtyards of the palace a court- 
yard of considerable extent, paved in white. In 
the middle, isolated in the bare emptiness, is a 
slim pagoda of white and gold, the roof of 
which bristles with golden spikes, and isolated 
also at either side of this little solitude two 
high bell- turrets of gold, extraordinarily pointed, 
which are supported on a kind of rock-work, 
decked with orchids and a diversity of rare 

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blooms. I perceive no sign of living thing. 
But the silence here is of a peculiar kind; a 
sound as of rustling mingles with it in an 
undertone without disturbing it a vague, aerial 
music which at first escapes definition; it is 
the concert of the little silver bells suspended 
at each point of the bell-turrets and of the 
roofs ; the least breath of air that passes makes 
them tinkle softly. 

The pagoda, which is quite new, is re- 
splendent in the whiteness of its marble and 
its glistening golds. Its windows are decorated 
with copings of gold, which, against the white 
background of the wall, stand out like pieces 
of fine jewellery. Its roofs, covered with gilded 
ceramics, are ornamented at each corner with 
horns of extraordinary length, which curve and 
recover, menacing in all directions. Compared 
with these the horns of the Chinese pagodas 
seem verily only rudimentary things, little better 
than shoots ; many giant bulls, one is tempted to 
say, have been uncoifed to decorate this strange 
temple. The different peoples of the yellow 
race have been haunted for centuries by this 
conception of horned roofings for their religious 
edifices, but it has been left to the Cambodians 
to surpass them all in extravagance. 

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Steps are approaching, heavy steps, and three 
elephants appear. Paying no heed to me they 
cross the courtyard with an intelligent, business- 
like air, as of people who know what they have 
to do. The sound of their march and of the 
bells hung at their collars breaks for a moment 
into the seolian concert which falls discreetly 
from above, and then, as soon as they have 
gone, the musical silence returns a silence 
which is exquisite here in the purity and com- 
parative freshness of the morning. 

The open doors of the pagoda invite me to 
enter. 

On its ceiling, on its walls, golds of extra- 
ordinary brilliance glisten everywhere, and 
my footsteps resound on flags of bright new 
silver with which the pagoda is paved through- 
out. There are still countries then, where, 
even in our times, men think to build such 
sanctuaries ! 

Almost immediately, through a different door, 
there enter four small creatures, all of them 
young, all of them slender, with hair cut short 
like boys, and a gardenia bloom fastened over 
the ear. The beautiful silks which cover them, 
outlining their scarcely-formed breasts, indicate 
them to be women of the palace dancing girls 

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beyond a doubt, for there is scarcely any 
other womankind at the court of old King 
Norodom. To the movement which I make to 
withdraw they reply by a charming, timid sign, 
as if to say : " Pray, stay where you are ; you are 
not disturbing us." And I thank them with 
a bow. This human courtesy which we have 
learnt at opposite ends of the earth, and of 
which just now we have made distantly, as it 
were, the exchange, is, perhaps, the only notion 
we have in common. In the course of my life 
I had met with many women of this type, 
women who, in their relation to life, are little 
better than dolls or toys, but never before had 
I come across the little Cambodian at home; 
and 1 watch with interest these four as, with 
silent step and easy, unaffected grace, they move 
about over the silver floor. From early child- 
hood their bodies, their every limb, have been 
made supple by those long, ritual dances, which 
are the custom here on feast days and days of 
funeral. What is it brings them so early to 
the temple ? What childish scruple ? And 
what can be the nature of the prayers formu- 
lated by their little souls, that are revealed now, 
anxious, in their eyes ? 

The heat is already oppressive as I return 
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to the quarters occupied by the French, to look 
for shade on board my little steamboat moored 
against the bank. Prostration and silence in the 
streets, so straightly made but so empty, where 
the weeds encroach upon the footpaths. Save 
for some naked Cambodian slaves, who, careless 
and happy, are watering the lawns of the 
strangely -flowered gardens, I meet nobody. 
The capital of King Norodom has gone to 
sleep till the close of the day, under the dazzling 
brilliance of the sun. And clearly one gets the 
impression that this little corner of France, 
which has been grafted here, will not endure, 
will not " make good," such an air of antiquity 
and abandonment has it taken on after a few 
short years. 

At three o'clock in the afternoon I make 
ready to continue my journey towards the ruins 
of Angkor, against the current of the Mekong. 

Pnom-Penh disappears at once ; and the pro- 
digious Asiatic bush envelops us again within 
its profound curtains. At the same time there 
is revealed, everywhere around, an animal life 
of extraordinary intensity. On the banks, 
which we almost brush in passing, whole armies 
of bird - fishers are standing on the watch : 
pelicans, egrets, and marabouts. Frequently 

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the air is blackened with flights of crows. In 
the distance arise little clouds of green-coloured 
dust, which as they approach are seen to be 
flights of innumerable paroquets. Here and 
there the trees are full of monkeys, and you 
can see the long tails hanging in lines like a 
fringe on all the branches. 

From time to time, human habitations in an 
isolated group. Always a long shaft of gold 
dominates them, pointing into the sky the 
pagoda. 

My men having asked that they might be 
allowed to provision themselves with fruits for 
the journey, I call a halt, at the hour of twilight, 
at a large village built on piles right on the 
bank of the river. Some smiling Cambodians 
come forward at once offering fresh cocoa-nuts 
and bunches of bananas. And while the 
bargaining proceeds, an enormous red moon 
rises beyond, over the infinitude of the forests. 

Night falls as we resume our journey. Cries 
of owls, cries of beasts of prey, an infinite con- 
cert of all kinds of musical insects, delirious 
with the frenzy of the night-time in the in- 
extricable verdure. 

And then, later on, the waters expand so 

that we no longer see the banks. We are enter- 

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ing the immense lake formed here every year 
by the potent river, which periodically inundates 
the low-lying plains of Cambodia and a part of 
the forests of Siam. Not a breath of wind. 
As if we were floating on oil, we trace, in 
gliding over this fever - breeding lake, smooth 
folds which the moon silvers. And the warm 
air, which we cleave rapidly in our progress, 
is encumbered with clouds of giddily - circling 
insects, which assemble in a regular vortex at 
the sight of our lanterns, and fall upon us 
like rain : gnats, mosquitoes, day-flies, beetles, 
dragon-flies. 

About midnight, when we had retired for the 
night, and lay, half-dressed, with the windows 
open, we were visited without warning by a 
swarm of large, black beetles, covered with 
prickles like a chestnut, but otherwise inoffen- 
sive, which crawled very rapidly over us, ex- 
ploring our chest and arms. 



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CHAPTER VI 



CHAPTER VI 

Wednesday, '21th November 1901. 

ON the lake, large as a sea, behold the rising 
of the sun. And in a few minutes everything 
takes on colour. The eastern horizon becomes 
suffused with pink, and a line of beautiful 
Chinese green indicates the endless continua- 
tion of the inundated forest. By way of contrast 
on the western horizon where the shore is too 
far off to be seen there is a massing of sombre, 
chaotic, terrifying things, which seem to weigh 
upon the waters things which hold together 
and remain in position, as do the heapings of 
mountains, and stand out as clearly as real 
mountain summits against the clear sky; but 
which seem, nevertheless, to be on the point of 
toppling in downfalls as formidable as those of 
the end of the world. And the whole of this 
heaped-up mass is ravined and caverned and 
contorted, with deep shadows in its folds, and 

lights of reddish copper on its prominences. 

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And right above it, as if it had been placed 
there, the old, dead moon, a large full moon of 
the colour of tin, begins to fade before the sun 
which rises opposite. All this western horizon 
would be a sight from which to avert the eyes, 
a sight to strike terror, did one not know what 
in fact it is : a storm, of an aspect a hundred 
times more terrible than ours, which broods 
there as if sleeping, and in all probability will 
not break. 

It was to this we owed the heat and the kind 
of electric tension so enervating in its effect, 
which had oppressed us towards the end of the 
night. From experience of these climates we 
had guessed before seeing it that somewhere 
or other in the air there was a monster of the 
kind. But as we watch it begins to lose shape, 
to become attenuated so that it no longer has 
the appearance of consistence, and we breathe 
more and more freely in proportion as it all 
gradually dissolves. At the moment there are 
a few negligible clouds ; presently there remains 
nothing but a light vapour which does no more 
than cover with a warm mist the western side 
of this little sea over which we travel alone. 

Not a canoe in sight, no more sign of man 
than before his first appearance amongst the 

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terrestrial fauna. But here and there long trails 
of a pinkish-white streak the greenish waters 
saturated with organic substances. They are 
companies of pelicans, sleeping as they float. 

Until the middle of the day, we continue our 
progress over this motionless lake, which gleams 
like polished tin. On the eastern horizon what 
looks to be a kind of green foam stretches 
endlessly, and with an endless sameness : tall 
trees, the trunks of which are entirely sub- 
merged, so that the tops alone rise out of the 
water. It is only an illusory shore, for beneath 
the verdure the lake continues its extent for 
indefinite distances. It is no more than the 
boundary of the deeper waters in which the 
vegetation has lost its footing. 

Thirty leagues, forty leagues of submerged 
forest unroll in this way while we continue our 
peaceful course towards the north. An immense 
zone, useless during this season from the point 
of view of man, but a prodigious reservoir of 
animal life. Shades full of snares and ambushes, 
of ferocious beaks and claws, of little venomous 
teeth, of little stings, sharpened for deadly sting- 
ings. There are branches that bend beneath 
the weight of grave marabouts in repose ; and 
trees so laden with pelicans that in the distance 

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they look to be abloom with large pale-pink 
flowers. 

When, in the course of our navigation, we 
draw close to this forest of eternal green, so as 
almost to touch it, the hosts of the branches 
become alarmed and take to flight. And then, 
at close quarters, we see what can only be 
described as skeins of creeping plants wound, 
as it were, round the trees, binding them one 
to another, so that the forest presents itself 
to us as one single inextricable mass. 

At about one o'clock, we cast anchor in the 
shade of a little bay, enclosed with wanton 
verdure. This, it appears, is the place where 
the large sampans, ordered in advance from 
the chief of the nearest village, on the way 
to Angkor, will come to find me. The little 
steam-boat which has carried me to this point 
would not in any case be able to proceed further 
through the forest. 

They appear at about six o'clock in the 
evening, these roofed sampans, emerging one 
after the other from under the medley of 
creepers. The large red sun has just set when 
I take my place in one, with my French servant, 
my Cambodian interpreter, my Chinese boy, 

and our light travellers' baggage. And then, 

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propelled by the native rowers, we begin to 
thrust our way into the labyrinth of trees, into 
the heart of the submerged forest which closes 
over us. At the same time the night comes 
to envelop us, almost suddenly, without any 
period of twilight. 

The region which we are now about to 
traverse is transformed into a lake only for 
about six months of the year. Soon the 
waters will subside, and the earth will re- 
appear and proceed hastily to cover itself with 
herbage. And men will return to build their 
huts for the dry season, leading back their 
flocks and followed by the inevitable train of 
tigers and monkeys. A pastoral life will resume 
its place here until the next rains. 

All these large trees, immersed up to the 
spreading of the branches, are not distinguish- 
able in the darkness from our oaks and 
beeches ; and it might be an inundated country 
of a climate such as our own, were it not for 
this oppressive heat, this excess of perfumes, 
this excess of rustling round about, this plethora 
of sap and life. The sky is covered anew with 
storm-clouds, and the atmosphere again becomes 
almost stifling. The night is without stars 

and without moon. In this zone where we 

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are now, there are no silhouettes of palms. The 
great black tufts which follow one another in 
an endless procession during the course of our 
progress are like the tops of our trees at home, 
although they are of unknown species. Despite 
the night you can see them repeated in the 
darkened mirror of the waters, and their reversed 
reflections somehow seem to reinforce the 
feeling of inundation, of something abnormal, 
of cataclysm, that impresses itself upon you. 
Continually, as we go along, we hit against the 
thick foliage, and lizards that were lying asleep, 
day-flies in myriads, little serpents and locusts 
descend upon us. Often our rowers lose their 
way, call to one another with mournful Asiatic 
cries, and change their course. The ruins 
which we are going to visit are truly admirably 
guarded by such a forest as this. 

At the end of some two hours, however, we 
succeed in emerging from beneath the trees, 
and enter a kind of marsh, amongst reeds and 
grasses of extraordinary size. Here we find 
a narrow river which we commence to ascend, 
brushing against reeds and plants of every sort. 
The night grows darker and darker. As we 
pass we disturb great birds which take to flight, 
or perhaps an otter, or some unknown beast 

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which we can hear making its escape with light 
nimble bounds. 

And at last, at about ten o'clock, while our 
boatmen continue their rowing without a stop, 
we stretch ourselves under our mosquito-nets 
and fall at once into a trustful sleep. 



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CHAPTER VII 



CHAPTER VII 

Thursday, 28th November 1901. 

IT is about two o'clock in the morning. We 
are awakened, but deliciously and scarcely, by 
a sound of music, slow, soft, never before heard, 
and of a wonderful strangeness. It sounds 
neither too far off nor too near flutes, 
dulcimers, zithers, and, it would seem, too, 
peals of little bells and silver gongs rhythming 
the melody in an undertone. At the same time 
we become conscious that the music of the 
oars has ceased and the sampan no longer 
moves. Here, then, is the end of our journey 
by water, and we are moored, no doubt, against 
the bank ready to disembark as soon as the 
sun rises. The music continues, monotonous, 
repeating over and over again the same phrases, 
which yet are not wearisome but soothing. 
And we soon fall asleep again, after murmur- 
ing to ourselves, in these moments of half- 
waking : " Good ! We have reached Siam . . . 

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at some village . . . and there is a nocturnal 
festival ... in the pagoda ... in honour of 
the local gods. . . . ' 

Half-past six o'clock in the morning. We 
awake again, but for good this time, for it is 
day. Between the planks which shelter us we 
see filtering rays of pink light. The music has 
not ceased. It is there still always soft and 
always the same, but mingled now with the 
shrill clarion of cocks, and the sounds of the 
daily life about to recommence. 

It is a positive enchantment to gaze outside. 
If the vegetation of the submerged forest, on 
which our eyes closed, recalled that of our 
climate, here a tropical flora of the utmost ex- 
travagance is displayed in all varieties of palms, 
of huge green plumes, of huge green fans. We 
are before a village, on a little river with flowery 
banks. Through the reeds the rising sun shoots 
everywhere its golden arrows. Little thatched 
houses built upon piles make a line along a 
pathway of fine sand. Men and women, half- 
nude, slender, with bodies copper-coloured, come 
and go amongst the verdure. They pass and 
pass again, a little out of curiosity, perhaps ; but 
their curiosity is not impertinent, and their 
eyes are smiling and kindly. The flowers shed 

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a surpassing fragrance : an odour of jasmine, of 
gardenia, of tuberose. In the clear light of the 
broadening day this simple coming and going 
of the morning seems like a scene of the early 
ages, when tranquillity was still the lot of 
man. And, too, used as we had become to 
the ugliness of the daughters of Annam, who 
see only through cramped eyelids, through 
two little oblique slits, what a change it 
seems, and what a comfort, to come amongst 
a people who open their eyes more or less as 
we open our own. 

And we put foot to earth in Siam. 1 
Beyond, under a hangar with a roof of mats, 
the musicians of the night, who for the moment 
have ceased to play, are squatting by the side 
of their dulcimers, their flutes, and their zithers. 
They had given all this concert of theirs in 
honour of some humble Buddhist pictures 
poor daubs of blue and red and gold, which 
are hung there ; before which also are fading 
offerings of flowers : lotus, jasmine, and water- 
lilies. 

And now arrive my ox-carts, ordered 

1 The writer knows, of course, that under an arrangement recently 
made with Siam the territory of Angkor has been ceded to 
Cambodia in other words, to France. 

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since yesterday from the chief of the district ; 
five carts, be it understood, for there is not 
room in one for more than a single person, 
who sits back to back with the driver. They 
resemble a sort of mandoline, mounted on 
wheels and drawn by the arm, which is 
curved like the prow of a gondola. 

We have to hasten our departure in order that 
we may arrive at Angkor before the heat of mid- 
day. At the outset of our journey we follow 
the course of the narrow river along a path- 
way of sand, bordered with reeds and flowers. 
Above us is a colonnade of tall cocoa-nut- 
palms, from which hang garlands of creepers, 
decked with clusters of flowers. There is an 
exquisite morning freshness under these high 
trees. We pass through villages, peaceful 
and pleasing as in the golden age, where the 
inhabitants watch us go by with smiles of shy 
good-will. The presence of an Indian strain 
in the blood of these people becomes more and 
more pronounced, and many of the women have 
large, black eyes, shaded by lashes that might 
be the envy of a Bayadere. 

At the end of about an hour we stop at 
Siem-Reap, almost a town, but quite Siamese 
in character, with its little houses raised always 

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on piles, and its pagoda bristling with golden 
horns. It boasts a post office, however, quite 
a countryside post office, where one may frank 
letters with stamps bearing the likeness of King 
Chulalongkorn ; and a little telegraph office 
also, for a telegram is brought to me, couched 
in this wise : 

" Superior Resident at Pnom-Penh to the 
Governor of Siem-Reap. Will you please 
inform M. Pierre Loti that he will find four 
elephants at Kompong-luong on his return." 

It is what I was hoping for. I had asked 
the good King Norodom if he could place four 
elephants at my disposal in order that, when I 
had made the pilgrimage to Angkor, I might 
visit the pagoda where rest the ashes of the 
queen-mother of Cambodia, in the midst of 
forest. 

On leaving Siem-Reap our ox-carts turn 
away from the river and follow another sandy 
road which plunges right into the forest. And 
then suddenly there is an end to the tall green 
palms above our heads ; for all this vegetation 
of cocoanut and areca palms is confined to 
the banks of the river. We make our way 
now under foliage that is similar to that of 

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our own climate, only the trees that bear it 
would be a little giantlike compared with ours. 
In spite of so much shade the heat, as the sun 
climbs the sky, becomes every minute more 
oppressive. Following the ill - defined road 
through the high forest trees and impenetrable 
bush, our carts jog along in time with the 
trotting of the oxen between two banks of 
thicket or bracken. And the prudent monkeys 
cling to the highest of the branches. 

When, at the end of some two hours' 
travelling through the forest in this fashion, 
we were beginning, what with the jolting and 
the rocking and the heat, to feel ourselves 
overtaken by somnolence, the fabulous town 
itself was suddenly revealed to our eyes. 

Before us there is gradually unfolded an 
extent of open space; first of all a marsh 
overgrown with grasses and water-lilies, then a 
wide stretch of water which liberates us at last 
from the forest, in the dense covering of which 
we had been travelling ; and, further on, beyond 
the stagnant waters, a number of towers, in the 
form of tiaras, towers of grey -coloured stone, 
immense dead towers, outlined against the pale 
luminosity of the sky. Yes ! I recognise them 
at once. They are indeed the towers of the 

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old picture which had so troubled me once 
upon a time, on an April evening, in my little 
museum. I am in the presence of mysterious 
Angkor ! 

And yet somehow I do not feel the emotion that 
I should have expected. I come to them too 
late in life, perhaps ; or perhaps I have seen too 
many of these remains of the great past, too 
many temples, too many palaces, too many 
ruins. Besides it is all so blurred, as it were, 
under the glare of the sun ; one sees it ill by 
reason of the very excess of light in the sky. 
And, above all, midday is drawing near with its 
lassitude, its invincible somnolence. 

The colossal ramparts and the towers that 
have just appeared to us, like some mirage 
of the torrid heat, are not the town itself, 
but only Angkor - Vat, its principal temple. 
The town, Angkor-Thorn, so we are advised, 
lies further away, immense and indeterminate, 
buried under the tropical forest. 

Leading to this phantom basilica is a bridge 
of remote ages, built of cyclopean blocks, which 
crosses a pool or moat, choked with reeds and 
water-lilies. Two monsters, corroded by time 
and bearded with lichen, guard the entrance 
to it. It is paved with long flagstones, which 

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sink and slope, and in places seem almost on 
the point of slipping into the greenish waters. 
Drawn by our oxen we cross it at a foot's 
pace, almost asleep. On the further side opens 
a gateway, surmounted by turrets like tiaras, 
and flanked by two gigantic cobra serpents 
which rear up and display, in the form of a 
fan, their seven heads of stone. 

And, having passed through this gateway, 
we are within the outer walls, which have a 
circumference of more than a league : a mourn- 
ful, enclosed solitude, resembling a neglected 
garden, with brambles entwined with fragrant 
jasmine, out of which rise, here and there, ruins 
of little towers, statues with closed eyes, and 
the multiple heads of the sacred cobra. 

The sun is scorching now that we have left the 
shade of the thick branches. An avenue paved 
with grey-coloured stones stretches before us 
its diminishing line, leading straight to the 
sanctuary, the gigantic mass of which now 
dominates everything. A sinister kind of avenue 
it seems, passing thus through a little desert, 
strangely mysterious, and leading to ruins under 
a sun of death. But as we draw nearer to this 
temple, which we had thought vowed to a 

perpetual silence, a sound of soft music comes 

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more and more clearly to our ears, which are a 
little bothered, if the truth be told, by the 
feverish heat and the longing for sleep. For 
all that it is clearly a sound of music, distinct 
from the concert of the insects and the creak- 
ing of our ox-carts. It resembles vaguely the 
sound of innumerable human voices chanting a 
slow psalmody. Who can they be that sing 
thus amongst the ruins in spite of the over- 
powering heaviness of mid-day ? 

At the very foot of this crushing mass of 
sculptured stone, of terraces and stairways, and 
towers that soar into the sky, we come upon 
the village from which these chanted prayers 
proceed. Overhung by tall, frail palm-trees are 
a few little houses on piles, constructed very 
lightly of wood and mats, with elegant little 
festooned windows which are quickly adorned 
with curious heads at the sound of our approach. 
The heads are those of persons with shaven 
polls, who are clothed each of them in a lemon- 
coloured robe, beneath an orange - coloured 
drapery. They chant in a subdued voice, and 
continue to watch us without interrupting their 
tranquil litany. 

It is a very singular village this, without 
women, without cattle, without cultivation, 

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nothing but these singers, yellow in face, and 
clothed in two shades of yellow. About two 
hundred monks from Cambodia and Siam, 
dedicated to the guardianship of the sacred 
ruins, live there in continual prayer, chanting 
night and day before this heaped-up mountain 
of titanic stones. 

The arrival of our carts, however, and our 
oxen and drivers interrupts for a moment their 
peaceful contemplation. To give us welcome 
two from amongst them descend from their 
perched-up houses, and, with polls shining in the 
sunlight, advance to meet us, without haste or 
embarrassment, in the overpowering heat which 
now falls perpendicularly upon the earth, and 
which the earth gives back with added un- 
wholesomeness and moisture. 

They offer us as lodging the large shelter 
provided for the use of the faithful during the 
pilgrimages. Raised on piles like the houses, it 
consists of a kind of open-work floor with a roof 
of thatch supported by pillars of reddish wood. 
It boasts no wall, and to screen us, night and 
day, we have only the transparent curtains of 
our mosquito nets. By way of furniture there 
is nothing but an old Buddhist altar, with gods 
of fading gold, before which little heaps of 

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ashes attest the burning of many a perfumed 
twig. 1 

We lie down there on mats, behind the muslin 
curtains which have been hastily hung, happy 
to be able at last to stretch ourselves some five 
or six feet above the ground where the snakes 
crawl, happy to feel that our heads are pro- 
tected by a veritable roof, under which there 
is, if not coolness, at least a deep shade. And 
seeking the shade also, the oxen lie down 
beneath our dwelling, on the moist, warm 
earth. 

If there had been any air it would have come 
to us from all parts, even from below, for the 
very floor is open. But there is none anywhere 
at this hour when everything is burning, 
motionless and languid. In the midday torpor 
all sounds subside, and things themselves 
become, as it were, congealed. The eternal 
psalmody of the monks, even the murmur of 
the insects seem to be muted and to abate. 
Through the muslin, as through a fog, we still 
see, quite close, disconcertingly close, the 
enormous base of the temple, the towers of 

1 I am informed that since Angkor came into the possession 
of France a house has been built after the fashion of an Indian 
bungalow for the accommodation of visitors from Europe. 

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which we can imagine vanishing above in the 
white incandescence. 

The heaviness and the mystery of these 
immense ruins disquiet me more in measure as 
my eyes close, and it is only when sleep is on 
the point of making me lapse into unconscious- 
ness that I recognise as finally accomplished my 
hope of long ago, that I realise that I have 
in fact arrived before the ruins of Angkor. 

I must have been asleep some two or three 
hours when by degrees consciousness returned 
to me. What can I have been dreaming of? 
I seemed to be in a nameless country, where 
everything was mournful and dark. Near me, 
on a pale whitish strand, before a sea confused 
and black, were moving the silhouetted shapes 
of human beings, whom, perhaps, I may have 
loved in some previous existence who can tell ? 
for I am conscious almost of a pang, when the 
broad light of reality, returning suddenly, drives 
them into a non-existence beyond recall. Where 
am I ? In what region of the earth do I re-open 
my eyes? The air is hot with a moist, close 
heat, as if I had been lying above a basin of 
boiling water. There is shade above my head, 
but around me, framed by this kind of fringe 

which falls from the thatched roof, are adjacent 

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things which shimmer in an excess of vivid 
light: foliage bathed in sunshine, and inter- 
minable rows of grey stones, the reflection of 
which dazzles me. And in the air there is a 
sound of chanting, a kind of lamentation in 
an unknown rhythm. And then I remember 
it is the litany of the monks ; and these grey 
stones are the eternal courses of the ruins. 1 
have been sleeping since midday at the foot 
of the temple of Angkor, in this clearing, 
guarded by moats and low walls, and surrounded 
on all sides in an eternal silence by the thick, 
green shroud of the tropical forest. 

It is half-past three, the hour when everything 
awakes here, after the daily prostration. Beneath 
the open-work floor I can hear the oxen moving, 
and the drivers beginning again to talk. The 
flies buzz in a crescendo, and the chanting of 
the monks grows louder. 

There is no cloud in the sky, no menace of 
any sort. The whole vault is resplendent, palely 
blue, above the enormous towers. There seems 
no doubt but that the rain is going to spare us 
for the afternoon. Let us, then, put the oxen 
again to the carts ; instead of visiting the 
temple, I will rather go and see the town, which 
lies beyond under the shroud of trees. It is some 

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distance away, this buried city. Whereas there 
are scarcely ten yards between my upraised 
dwelling and the steps leading to the first 
galleries of the Sanctuary; and it will be an 
easy thing to visit it at any time, let it rain 
how it may. 

With the same creaking of wheels, the same 
rocking leisureliness, we cross again the park-like 
enclosure, passing through the gateway of the 
threshold and over the bridge where watch, like 
sentinels, the great serpents with their seven 
heads. 

And, following the vague pathways of the 
bush, we plunge again beneath the infinite 
covering of the forest. The heat, which weighs 
as heavily as ever upon our shoulders, becomes 
all at once shady and moist. Little vortices 
of mosquitoes envelop us, and we breathe that 
peculiar kind of malaria which induces the 
" fever of the woods." 

We had been travelling for about an hour 
through the uninterrupted forest, amongst un- 
familiar flowers, when the ramparts of the town 
at last rose before us, themselves wrapt in the 
deep green night of the forest, beneath the 
entanglement of branches. They were defended 

formerly by a moat measuring some hundred 

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yards across, which in the lapse of time has 
been filled up by earth and dead leaves, so that 
no trace of it remains ; and they had a circum- 
ference of more than twelve miles. As we 
come upon them now they look like rocks, 
so high and blunted are they, so disrupted by 
the patient labour of roots, so overgrown with 
brambles and ferns. The " Gate of Victory," 
under which we are about to pass, might at 
first sight be mistaken for the entrance to a 
cavern overhung with creepers. 

In epochs that are uncertain, this town, buried 
now for many centuries, was one of the glories 
of the world. Just as the old Nile, by virtue 
merely of its slime, had reared in its valley a 
marvellous civilization, so here the Mekong, 
spreading each year its waters, had deposited a 
richness, and prepared the way for the proud 
empire of the Khmers. It was probably in the 
time of Alexander the Macedonian, that a people, 
emigrated from India, came and settled on the 
banks of this great river, after subjugating the 
timid natives men with little eyes, worshippers 
of the serpent. The conquerors brought with 
them the gods of Brahmanism and the beauti- 
ful legends of the Ramayana ; and as their 
opulence increased on this fertile soil, they 

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built everywhere gigantic temples, carved with a 
thousand figures. 

Later some centuries later, one cannot well 
say how many, for the existence of this people 
is much effaced from the memory of man the 
powerful sovereigns of Angkor saw, arriving 
from the East, missionaries in yellow robes, 
bearers of the new light at which the Asiatic 
world was wondering. Buddha, the predecessor 
of his brother Jesus, had achieved the enlighten- 
ment of India, and his emissaries were spreading 
over the east of Asia, to preach there that same 
gospel of pity and love which the disciples of 
Christ had recently brought to Europe. Then 
the savage temples of Brahma became Buddhist 
temples ; the statues of the altars changed their 
attitudes and lowered their eyes with gentler 
smiles. 

It would seem that under Buddhism the town 
of Angkor knew the apogee of its glory. But 
the history of its swift and mysterious decline 
has never been written, and the invading forest 
guards the secret of it. The little Cambodia 
of to-day, the repository and preserver of com- 
plicated rites of which the significance is no 
longer known, is a last remnant of that vast 
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Siam 

five hundred years now has been buried under 
the silence of trees and weeds. 

Through the gloom then we approach the 
" Gate of Victory," which at first seemed to 
us the entrance of a cave. It is surmounted, 
nevertheless, with monstrous representations of 
Brahma, which are hidden from us by the 
entwined branches, and on either side, in a kind 
of niche overhung by foliage, shapeless triple- 
headed elephants wait as if in ambush. 

Beyond this gate crowned with gloomy visages, 
we penetrate into what was once the immense 
town. It is well that one should be advised of 
it, for, within the walls, the forest continues, as 
deep in shade, as serried as without, and the 
age-old branches bate nothing of their height. 
We descend from our carts at this point and 
advance on foot by pathways that are scarcely 
discernible, tracks, as they might be, of wild 
beasts. For guide I have my Cambodian 
interpreter who is a familiar of the ruins ; and 
as I follow him the sound of our footsteps 
is smothered in the herbage, and we hear only 
the quiet gliding of the snakes, the nimble 
flight of the monkeys. 

Scarcely recognisable debris of architecture 
may be seen, however, on every side, mingled 

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with and almost concealed by ferns and cycads 
and orchids, by all that flora of the eternal 
twilight which flourishes here beneath the vault 
of the high trees. A number of Buddhist idols, 
some small, some of medium size, and some 
giantlike, seated on thrones are smiling at 
nothing. They had been carved out of hard 
stone, and have remained, each in its place, after 
the downfall of the temples, which it would 
seem must have been made of sculptured wood. 
In almost every case pious pilgrims have made 
for them a roof of thatch as a shelter from the 
heavy storm showers ; some one has even burnt 
sticks of incense to them, and brought them 
flowers. But no monks dwell in their neighbour- 
hood on account of the dreaded " fever of the 
woods," which makes it dangerous to sleep under 
the thickness of the green tufts, and even at 
the times of the great pilgrimages they are left 
to pass their nights in solitude. 

Here once were palaces ; here lived kings in 
all the glory of their prodigious pride, of whom 
we now know nothing, who have passed into 
oblivion without leaving so much as a name 
graven on a stone or in a memory. They have 
been built by men, these towering rocks, which 

are now made one with the forest, entwined and 

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crushed by thousands of roots, as in the tentacles 
of an octopus. 

For there is a passion for destruction even 
amongst the plants. The Prince of Death, 
called by the Brahmans Shiva, he who for 
each kind of animal has created the particular 
enemy which destroys it, for every creature 
its devouring worm, seems to have foreseen in 
the very night of the beginning of the world, 
that men would try to perpetuate themselves 
a little by building things that might endure. 
And so, to annihilate their work, he conceived, 
amongst a thousand other agents of destruc- 
tion, the species of plant known as the parietary, 
and, chief of all, the " fig-tree of ruins " which 
nothing is able to withstand. 

The "fig-tree of ruins" reigns to-day as 
undisputed master over Angkor. Above the 
palaces, above the temples, which it has 
patiently disintegrated, it flaunts everywhere 
in triumph its pale, sleek branches, spotted like 
a snake, and its large dome of leaves. At the 
beginning it was only a small grain, sown by 
the wind on a frieze or on the summit of a 
tower. But no sooner did it germinate than 
its roots, like tenuous filaments, insinuated their 
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descend, descend, guided by a sure instinct, 
towards the earth. And when, at last, they 
reached the earth, they quickly swelled, waxing 
on the nourishing juices, until they became 
enormous, disjoining, displacing everything, 
cleaving from top to bottom the thick walls ; 
and then the building was irretrievably lost. 

The forest, always the forest, and always 
its shadow, its sovereign oppression. One 
feels instinctively that it is hostile, murderous, 
that it breeds fever and death ; and at last 
one is seized with a desire to escape from it- 
it seems to imprison it is terrifying. And 
then, suddenly, the rare birds that were singing 
become silent ; and, suddenly, too, we are aware 
of a deeper obscurity. And yet the hour is 
not late. There must be something more 
than the thickness of the overhanging verdure 
to make the pathways seem so dark. A 
general drumming on the leaves announces 
the advent of a tropical deluge. We had not 
seen that, above the trees, the sky had suddenly 
become black. The water streams, pours in 
torrents upon our heads. Quickly, let us take 
refuge over there, near to that large, con- 
templative Buddha, in the shelter of his roof 
of thatch. 

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The involuntary hospitality of the god lasts 
for a considerable time, and there is in it some- 
thing inexpressibly mournful in the mystery of 
the forest twilight, at the fading of the day. 

When, at length, the deluge abates, it is time 
to take our departure if we wish to avoid 
being overtaken by the night in the forest. 
But we have almost reached Bayon, the 
most ancient of the sanctuaries of Angkor, 
celebrated for its quadruple - visaged towers. 
Through the semi-obscurity of the forest trees 
we can see it from where we stand, looking 
like a chaotic heap of rocks. We decide to 
take the risk and go to see it. 

Through an inextricable tangle of dripping 
brambles and creepers, we have to beat our 
way with sticks in order to reach the temple. 
The forest entwines it strictly on every side, 
chokes it, crushes it ; and to complete the 
destruction, immense "fig-trees" are installed 
there everywhere, up to the very summit of 
its towers, which serve them as a kind of 
pedestal. Here are the doors ; roots, like aged 
beards, drape them with a thousand fringes ; 
at this hour when it is already growing late, 
in the obscurity which descends from the trees 

and the rain-charged sky, they are deep, dark 

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holes, which give one pause. From the first 
entrance that we reach, some monkeys which 
had come there for shelter, and were sitting in 
circle as if for some council, make their escape, 
without haste and without cry; it seems that 
in this place silence is imposed upon every- 
thing. We hear only the furtive sound of 
the water as it drips from the trees and stones 
after the storm. 

My Cambodian guide is insistent that we 
should depart. We have no lanterns, he tells 
me, on our carts, and it behoves us to 
return before the hour of the tiger. So be 
it, let us go. But we make up our mind 
to return, expressly to visit this temple so 
infinitely mysterious. 

Before I leave, however, I raise my eyes 
to look at the towers which overhang me, 
drowned in verdure, and I shudder suddenly 
with an indefinable fear as 1 perceive, falling 
upon me from above, a huge, fixed smile ; and 
then another smile again, beyond, on another 
stretch of wall, . . . and then three, and then 
five, and then ten. They appear everywhere, 
and I realise that I have been overlooked from 
all sides by the faces of the quadrupled-visaged 
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been advised of their existence. They are 
of a size, these masks carved in the air, so 
far exceeding human proportions that it 
requires a moment or two fully to compre- 
hend them. They smile under their great 
flat noses, and half close their eyelids, with 
an indescribable air of senile femininity, look- 
ing like aged dames discreetly sly. They are 
likenesses of the gods worshipped, in times 
obliterated, by those men whose history is 
now unknown ; likenesses from which, in the 
lapse of centuries, neither the slow travail of 
the forest nor the heavy dissolving rains have 
been able to remove the expression, the ironical 
good humour, which is somehow more dis- 
quieting than the rictus of the monsters of 
China. 

Our oxen trot smartly on the return journey, 
as if they, too, realised that it was necessary to 
escape before nightfall from this soaked and 
steaming forest, which now becomes dark almost 
suddenly, without any interval of twilight. And 
the memory of those over-large old dames, who 
are smiling yonder behind us, secretive above 
the heaps of ruins, continues to pursue me 
throughout the course of our jolting, rocking 
flight through the bush. 

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When at length I reach the open air again, 
before the large pools of water-lilies at the 
entrance to the cyclops bridge, the clear-swept 
sky has assumed a crystal-like clearness, and it 
is the hour when the stars begin to scintillate. 
At the further end of the glade, which now 
reappears, the towers of the temple of Angkor- 
Vat rise up very high. They are no longer, as 
at midday, pale and almost nebulous from the 
excess of sunlight; they stand out now with 
vivid clearness, outlining with the sharpness of 
a punching machine, against the background of 
greenish gold, the silhouettes of their elabor- 
ately wrought tiaras ; and a large star, one of 
the first to be enkindled, shines above, magnifi- 
cently. Then there comes back to me, like a 
refrain, the childish phrase of long ago : " In the 
depths of the forests of Siam, I have seen the 
star of evening rise over the ruins of Angkor." 

After the stifling of the vaults of trees, after 
the forest full of ambushes, one gets at once a 
feeling of security, a sense of being at home, 
in returning to the immense enclosure of the 
temple, where the bushes are scarcely taller 
than a man, and the paved causeway goes 
straight and sure towards a semblance of a 
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there to welcome me, and when I climb by the 
little ladder into my dwelling, built on piles 
and without walls as it is, all seems hospitable 
and good to me. 

It is in the dead of night, preceded by a 
Siamese torch-bearer, that I cross at last the 
threshold of the colossal temple of Angkor - 
Vat. It had been my original intention not to 
begin the pilgrimage before to-morrow at day- 
break ; but I was tempted by the proximity 
of the temple, the stupendous mass of which 
seemed almost to overhang my frail lodging. 

Mounting a flight of granite steps we reach 
a gallery of prodigious length, which has the 
intimidating sonority, and seemed at first to 
have the silence of a cave ; but no sooner do 
we enter than it is filled at once with a multi- 
tudinous sound of rustling. 

This is the exterior gallery, which forms a 
square, of a side some two hundred and fifty 
yards long, and surrounds, like a sumptuous 
outer corridor, the staged entanglement of the 
central buildings. Its flagstones are carpeted 
with a nameless soft substance which yields to 
our footsteps, shedding a mingled odour of 
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greeted our arrival are now added little pierc- 
ing cries, which spread before us into the 
obscure distances. 

As we pass our torch reveals to us, on the 
dark grey walls, an inextricable medley of 
warriors gesticulating furiously ; along the whole 
length of the gallery, an uninterrupted bas-relief 
stretches out of sight its tale of battles, of com- 
batants in thousands, of caparisoned elephants, 
of monsters, of war - chariots. ... I have 
no intention of venturing to-night into the 
dangerous labyrinth of the centre, into the 
temple properly so-called, but I should like to 
make the circuit of the outer galleries, which 
are so straight and look so easy, and to continue 
to follow to the end the unrolling of the bas- 
relief. But I am troubled by these little pierc- 
ing cries above my head, which are multiplied 
in concert, as if uttered by thousands of rats. 
. . . And then, high up, where one would look 
to see the stones of the vault, does it not seem 
that there is a quivering of black substances? 
. . . Oh ! the adorable creatures carved here 
and there upon the walls, as if to afford a respite 
to the eyes from the long battle : holding in 
their hand a lotus flower, they stand two by 
two, or three by three, calm and smiling 

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beneath their archaic tiaras. They are the 
divine Apsaras of the Hindoo theogonies. How 
lovingly the artists of old have chiselled and 
polished their Virgin -like breasts ! . . . What 
has become, I wonder, of the dust of the 
beauties from whom their perfect bodies were 
copied? . . . Horror! the vault here sinks to- 
wards us, or at least the quivering black stuffs 
which seem to be suspended from it. ... They 
descend so as to touch our hair ; we can feel the 
wind they make like a vigorous fanning. . . . 
Hairy bodies moving very rapidly long hair- 
less wings. ... It was these, then, that uttered 
those cries above, like so many rats. . . . We 
are beset from all sides . . . enormous bats, in 
a cloud, in an avalanche, maddened, aggressive, 
. . . they threaten to extinguish our little 
mockery of a light. Quick, let us escape, 
make for the doors ; this temple obviously 
ought not to be profaned in the solemn hours 
of the night. 

Outside, sudden peace, serenity of sky, and 
splendour of stars. We arrest the course of our 
flight to inhale deliciously ; the air is fragrant 
with jasmine, and the tranquil psalmody of the 
monks, after those multitudinous cries, seems 
an exquisite music. All those tortured figures 

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which peopled the walls, and all those contacts 
of horrible wings. . . . Ugh ! from what hideous 
nightmare have we escaped ? 

It is the enchanted hour of these regions, the 
hour when the brazier of the sun is extinguished, 
and the evil dew has not begun to shed its 
moisture. In the immense glade, defended 
by moats and walls, in the middle of which 
the temple is throned, one has a feeling of 
complete security, notwithstanding the sur- 
roundings and the proximity of the great 
forests. The tigers do not cross the bridges 
of stone, although now the gates are never 
shut, and, save for some curious monkeys, the 
beasts of the forests respect the enclosed park 
where men dwell and sing. 

And the long causeway is there, stretching 
before me, whitish in the night, between the 
dark tufts of the bushes scented with jasmine 
and tuberose. Without aim, 1 begin to wander 
slowly over its flagstones, getting further and 
further away from the temple, hearing less and 
less distinctly the song of the monks, which 
by degrees dies away behind me into the 
infinite silence. 

I wander on and on until I reach the water- 

lilied moat, with its bridge guarded by the 

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seven - headed serpents. On the further bank 
the forest spreads its high black curtain ; it draws 
me to it, with its air of sleep and mystery. 
Without entering it, what if I went just so far 
as the edge of its tall trees, surcharged now 
with night, where so many sleepless ears must 
already have heard me. And cautiously I pass 
through the portico, making sure of each stone 
upon which, gropingly, I set my foot ; in such 
darkness as this, the bridge is formidable to 
cross. 

But I seem to hear light footsteps running 
towards me from behind. Are they men or 
monkeys ? And before I have time to turn 
round I feel myself taken by the hand, but 
without any sort of roughness, and two human 
shapes appear, who seek to detain me. I 
recognise them at once they are two of my 
worthy Siamese ox-drivers. What do they want 
with me ? To understand one another we have 
no single word of any language in common. 
But they make clear to me by signs that it 
is foolhardy to proceed further ; there are 
ambushes yonder, and there are beasts with 
teeth that bite. And I let them have their 
way and lead me back. 

They bring me to a corner of election, where 

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some other ox-drivers, also of my company, are 
stretched smoking cigarettes in the enjoyment 
of the cool air. It is on the wide, low rampart 
wall, which forms a kind of terrace above the 
defending moat. It seems that I am expected 
to lie down too. To do so on the earth itself 
would be impossible on account of the numerous 
sly, poisonous things which crawl in the grass ; 
but on the old polished flagstones there is no 
sort of risk. One of the drivers takes off the 
thin tunic which covered his copper-coloured 
body, and, rolling it into a ball, makes a pillow 
for my head ; after which I must needs smoke 
one of their cigarettes which exhales a strangely 
pleasant and soothing odour of burning herb. 
We know not how to talk to one another, but 
no doubt because silence here has in it some- 
thing intimidating one of the young drivers in- 
tones very softly in falsetto a little lullaby 
which sounds like the lament of some spirit 
of the ruins ; merely to hear it makes me feel 
that I have wandered far, into a country at 
once unknown and incomprehensible. And the 
constellations, too, which above my upturned 
head shine in the blue black of the infinite, 
make to me in their own way a permanent 

signal of exile. The Great Bear, which is 

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throned on high in our nights of France, seems 
to have slipped down the sky ; it has almost 
disappeared below the horizon ; while, on the 
opposite side, I see shining, very significantly, 
the Southern Cross. 

It is at first a delicious sensation to recline 
thus, half-naked, confident of the equable and 
caressing warmth of an atmosphere which never 
at any time grows chill, in which one knows 
that there will never rise a breeze that is not 
gentle. But the moments of well-being in 
these regions are numbered ; around us a slight 
humming sound, faint to begin with, swells 
minute by minute, and becomes general: the 
mosquitoes are assembling, having scented from 
a distance the unwonted odour of flesh. And 
already, too, the linen with which I am 
clothed begins to soften and grow damp. The 
eternal moisture of these regions, which had 
made truce for an hour or two, reappears now 
in the form of dew. We are powdered, as it 
were, with tiny drops of water, and it behoves 
us to seek shelter at the foot of the temple, 
in the village of the chanting monks, beneath 
the hangar of the pilgrims. 

It is under this hangar, protected by its little 

altar to Buddha, that I prepare at last to 

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sleep. The piles upraise me from the ground 
where poisonous beasts crawl, and an outspread 
curtain of muslin is my protection against the 
beasts that prey. Around me the yellow ox- 
drivers of my train instal themselves, and, as 
they have no mosquito nets, they arrange to 
take turns until the morning in maintaining, 
beneath the open-work flooring of our lodging, 
a large fire of herbs, which will envelop us 
all in a protecting cloud. And, lulled by the 
Buddhist chant, I soon fall into a deep sleep, 
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CHAPTER VIII 



CHAPTER VIII 

Friday, 29th November 1901. 

1 AM awakened at dawn by the matinal crescendo 
of the psalmodies. There has been such an excess 
of humidity during the night, so heavy a dew, 
that in spite of the thatched roof everything 
around me and on me is soaked, as after a 
shower. 

In the comparative freshness of the early 
morning, I climb again the first steps of the 
temple, between the worn balustrades, defaced 
by the rains of centuries. And, mindful of 
the guardian bats, I enter with an excess of 
caution, making no more noise than a cat. My 
enemies of last night are all asleep above, 
hanging, head downwards, by their claws to 
the stones of the ceiling, and simulating at 
this hour myriads of little bags of dark-coloured 
velvet. I have entered now, and none of them 
has so much as moved. I recognise the gallery, 

with its resonance as of a cave, which is decorated, 

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as far as eye can see, with the endless bas-relief 
of battles. And now that I see it in its 
entirety, diminishing before me in unbroken 
perspective, it seems even more infinitely long 
than before. A green half light has replaced 
all at once the clear daylight that was broaden- 
ing outside. There is a smell of dampness, such 
as one meets in subterranean places, but it is 
dominated here by the fusty musk-scented odour 
of the excrement of the bats, which is deposited 
in a layer upon the ground as if a rain of 
brown grains fell constantly from the vault. 

To illumine the unfolding of the bas-relief, 
which covers all the interior wall of the gallery, 
windows at intervals open on to the surround- 
ing park, and admit an attenuated light, made 
green by the foliage and palms. Very sumptuous 
windows, too, framed with carvings so delicate 
that one might think lace had been overlaid on 
the stone. They have annulated bars, which 
look like little columns of wood, elaborately 
turned by lathe, but are, in fact, of sandstone, 
like the rest of the walls. 

This bas-relief, which stretches its medley of 
personages for more than a thousand yards, on 
the four sides of the temple, is inspired by one 
of the most ancient epics conceived by the 

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men of Asia those Aryans who were our 
ancestors. 

" Formerly, in the age called Kuta, lived 
the sons of Kyacyapa, who were of superhuman 
strength and beauty. They had been born 
of two sisters, Diti and Aditi. But the sons 
of Aditi were gods, while the sons of Diti 
were demons. 

" One day when they were all assembled in 
council to discover a means by which they 
might escape old age and death, they decided 
to gather all those plants of the woods which 
are called simples, to cast them into the ocean, 
and then to churn the ocean. There would 
result from this a magic beverage which would 
conquer death and make them strong and 
beautiful for ever. 

" Accordingly they made a churn with a 
mountain, and a cord with the great holy 
serpent Vasuki, and set themselves to churn 
unceasingly. 

"Presently, from the swirling waters, arose 
the Apsaras, celestial dancers and courtesans, 
who were of a beauty beyond compare. The 
Gandharwas, the demi-gods, took them to wife, 
and they gave birth to the race of monkeys. 

" Then there appeared in person the beautiful 
Varuni, daughter of the Ocean, whom the sons 
of Aditi espoused. And finally, on the surface 

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of the waters, they saw forming the marvellous 
liquor which was to triumph over death. But 
for its possession a war of extermination began 
between the sons of Diti and the sons of 
Aditi, and the sons of Aditi conquered." 

Such in brief summary is the theme of the 
Ramayana, that ancestral legend which has 
come down to us thanks to the labours of the 
pious Valmiki, who in the night of time, took 
pains to transcribe and perpetuate it in a poem 
of twenty-five thousand verses. 

The churning of the ocean alone fills a panel 
more than fifty yards long. Then come the 
battles of the gods and demons, and those of 
the monkeys against the evil spirits of the Isle 
of Ceylon, who had ravished the beautiful Sita, 
the spouse of Rama. 

All these pictures, which formerly were painted 
and gilded, have taken on, under the oozings 
of the eternal dampness, a mournful blackish 
colour, varied in places by glistenings of actual 
wetness. And, moreover, the bas-relief, which 
measures some sixteen feet in height, is worn, as 
high as a man can reach, by the secular friction 
of fingers for in the times of pilgrimage the 
whole multitude makes it a duty to touch it. 
Here and there, in the parts illumined by the 

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beautiful windows with their wreathed bars, one 
can still see traces of colouring on the robes 
and faces ; and sometimes in the tiaras of the 
Apsaras, a little gold, spared by time, continues 
to shine. As I advance I do not cease to watch 
the velvet guardians above ; the flagstones give 
out a hollow sound, and when my footsteps 
make too great a noise, some pairs of hairless 
wings are unfolded ; a bat stretches itself, wakes 
another one, and a general stirring ensues. 
Then I stand quite still, as if turned to stone, 
until all are asleep again. 

What is difficult to understand is that the 
wall with its multitude of figures seems to be 
in a single piece over a length of some hundreds 
of yards ; it needs a close scrutiny to detect the 
joints of the enormous stones which have been 
placed together in line without the help of any 
cement, and adjusted with the same rigorous 
precision as in the monuments of Egyptian 
antiquity. 

In the middle of each side of the quadrilateral, 
a portico opens from this outer gallery and gives 
access to the central court, where rises the 
pagoda properly so-called, the prodigious mass 
of sculptured stone scaling the blue sky. Into 
that I hesitate to penetrate, intimidated, perhaps, 

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or wearied in advance by such an entanglement 
of stairways, terraces, and towers, by such a 
complication of lines, by the unspeakable grim- 
ness which characterises the silent whole. Rather 
than enter, I continue to loiter, following the 
bas-relief of the outer wall. 

In the gallery on the fourth side I encounter 
two young monks clothed in lemon -yellow 
robes beneath orange yellow draperies. What 
are they doing here with a wheel-barrow, a 
shovel, and a broom? Nothing more nor less 
than gathering the dung of the bats to manure 
some little monachal garden. I wonder how 
many thousands of millions of insects, eaten in 
the air, are represented by these heaps of brown 
grains in their barrow, which are on the way 
now to fertilise flowers, which will nourish 
other insects, which will be eaten by other 
bats ! 

But they are making too much noise, these 
young monks although in truth they make 
scarcely any for, above, the velvety sleepers 
are awakening. 

To avoid their hairless wings, I rush hastily 
through one of the porticoes into the central 
courtyard. And thus, after having lingered for 
a long time around the wooded chaos of the 

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sanctuaries, I enter at last with precipitation, in 
an impulse of flight. 

It is at a moment when the light all at once 
becomes overcast, as if the sun were passing 
through some great eclipse. Above the masses 
of terraces, of porticoes and stairways, entangled 
with prodigal verdure, the clouds have suddenly 
spread a canopy of darkness ; a diluvial rain is 
about to pour upon the ruins. And all the 
beasts which dwell there under the trees and in 
the breaches of the walls become silent, attentive 
to that which is about to fall. 

This temple is one of the places in the world 
where men have heaped together the greatest 
mass of stones, where they have accumulated 
the greatest wealth of sculptures, of ornaments, 
of foliage, of flowers, and of faces. It is not 
simple as are the lines of Thebes and Baalbeck. 
Its complexity is as bewildering even as its 
enormity. Monsters guard all the flights of 
steps, all the entrances ; the divine Apsaras, in 
indefinitely repeated groups, are revealed every- 
where amongst the overhanging creepers. And, 
at a first view, nothing stands out ; there seem 
only disorder and confusion in this hill of carved 
stones, on the summit of which the great towers 

have sprouted. 

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But, on the contrary, when one examines it 
a little, a perfect symmetry is manifest from top 
to base. The hill of sculptured stones forms a 
square pyramid of three stages, the base of 
which measures more than a thousand yards in 
circumference ; and it is on the third and highest 
of these stages that we shall find, no doubt, that 
which is pre-eminently the holy place. We 
have to climb, therefore I was prepared for it 
to climb by steep and uneven steps, between the 
smiling Apsaras, the crouching lions, the holy 
serpents spreading like a fan their seven heads, 
and the languid verdure, which at this moment 
is motionless in the still air ; to climb in haste, 
too, so as to reach the top before the deluge 
begins. In coming here this morning, I had 
imagined that the ascent would be made under 
a blue sky and in the glare of the sun ; that 
the branches would be astir with gentle breezes, 
and that around me I should hear the sounds of 
birds, insects, and reptiles as they fled at my 
approach. But this mournful stillness daunts 
me ; I was not prepared for this silence of 
waiting or for this black sky. My arrival 
wakens not a single sound, not a single move- 
ment, and even the sing-song of the monks, as 
they chant without ceasing at the foot of the 

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temple, reaches me only very faintly, from 
the distance. 

And now I have reached the first of the three 
platforms. Before me rises the second stage, of 
a height double that of the first, presenting 
stairways more abrupt, more guarded by smiles 
and rictus of stone. It is surrounded on its 
four sides by a vaulted gallery, a kind of 
cloister, immense and pompously magnificent, 
with its excess of carvings, its porticoes crowned 
with strange, elaborate frontals, with its narrow 
windows, the stone bars of which, already too 
massive, are brought * close together as if the 
better to imprison you. All around the dilapida- 
tion is extreme. Within, the decoration is 
simpler than in the corridors of the base. The 
place is damp and dark, and there is an almost 
intolerable odour of bats ; they cover the vault, 
these suspended sleepers . . . At this height 
I no longer hear anything of the litany of the 
monks, and the silence is so profound that one 
scarcely dares to walk. 

The second platform is surrounded like the 
first by a cloister, the facades of which are 
wrought with as much elaboration as the most 
patient embroideries. Here one might reason- 
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the third stage rises, of a height double that of 
the second, and the monumental stairway that 
leads up to it, with its worn, grass-grown steps, 
is so steep that it induces a sensation of vertigo, 
The gods desire, no doubt, to make themselves 
more inaccessible in proportion as one endeavours 
to approach them. And verily the temple 
seems to grow higher, to stretch out, to reach 
up towards the darkling sky, and it is a little 
like those baffling dreams in which we strive 
madly to reach a goal which flies before us ... 
There should be four of these staircases, watched 
over by smiling Apsaras, one on each of the 
sides of the enormous pedestal ; but I have not 
time to choose the best, for the shadow of 
the clouds grows ever deeper, and the storm 
is at hand. I mount, almost running, and the 
forest, the sovereign forest, seems to rise at the 
same time ; on every side it begins to stretch 
its circle to the horizon like a sea. 

Here now is the third square platform, 
bordered also with its cloister, the facades of 
which are carved even more magnificently still. 
In high relief on the walls are the inevitable 
Apsaras standing in groups, and welcoming me 
with smiles of quiet mockery, the eyes half- 
closed. On this, the highest of the terraces, 

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where I reach the bases of the towers, and the 
very doors of the sanctuary, I must be about 
a hundred feet above the level of the plains. 
And here the illusion is reversed. It seems 
now that it is the temple which has sunk into 
the forest. Seen from here it looks to be sub- 
merged, buried up to its middle in verdure. 
Below me, three graduated courses of cloisters, 
of high-crowned porticoes, of sumptuous vaults, 
scarcely broken by the centuries, have plunged, 
as it were, into the trees, into the silent expanse 
of trees, the tufts of which, in the distance, 
and as far as eye can see, simulate the undula- 
tions of an ocean swell. 

The rain ! A few first drops, astonishingly 
large and heavy, by way of warning. And then 
almost at once the general drumming on the 
leaves, torrents of water which descend with 
fury. Then, through a portico, the over-loaded 
frontal of which is in the form of flames and 
horns, running to take shelter, I enter at least 
what must be the sanctuary itself. 

I expected an immense hall, where I should 
be alone, whereas it is only another gallery 
infinitely long but narrow, oppressive, sinister 
in which I shudder almost at meeting, in the 
half-light of the storm and the barred windows, 

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a number of motionless people people eaten by 
worms, corpses and phantoms of gods, seated 
and foundering along the walls. 

The majority are of human stature, but some 
are giantlike, and others are dwarfs. Some 
are of a dull grey, others of blood-coloured 
red, and here and there a little gilding, as in 
the masks of the mummies, shines still on 
certain of the faces. Many are without hands, 
without arms, without head, and a mass of 
excrement, the offering of our friends the bats, 
humps their back, deforms their shoulders. 
And when I raise my eyes, how the sight fills 
me with disgust ! For here, more even than 
below, the stone ceilings are tapestried with 
these little velvet pockets which hang sus- 
pended by their claws, and want but the 
slightest noise to unfold and become a whirl- 
wind of wings. The interior of the thick, 
blackish walls, void of any kind of ornament, 
are half concealed by fine spun draperies, like 
funereal crapes, which are the work of in- 
numerable spiders. Without, I hear the storm 
raging. Everything is inundated ; the water 
streams in veritable cascades. I breathe a 
warm vapour at once fetid and musk-scented. 
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and the enormous size of the sandstone columns 
which mask the openings induce a feeling of 
confinement ; and this, notwithstanding that 
the circle of the horizon, seen between the 
same window bars, supports the notion of 
altitude, serves as a reminder that one dominates, 
from the height of this kind of aerial prison, 
the infinite expanse of the sodden forest. 

This, then, is the sanctuary which haunted 
many years ago my childish imagination. 
I reach it at last only after many journey ings 
about the world, in what is already the evening 
of my wandering life. It gives me mournful 
welcome. I had not foreseen these torrents of 
rain, this confinement amongst the webs of 
spiders, nor my present solitude in the midst 
of so many phantom gods. There is a person- 
age beyond, conspicuous amongst them all, 
reddish in colour like a flayed corpse, with 
feet worm-eaten and crumbling, who, in order 
that he may not fall altogether, leans crosswise 
against the wall, half-upturning his face with 
its scarred lips. It is from him, it seems, that 
all the silence and all the unutterable sadness 
of the place proceed. 

A prisoner here for so long as the storm may 
last, I go first of all to a window, instinctively, 

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to get more air, to escape from the odour 
of the bats. And between the rigid spindle- 
shaped bars, I see sloping below me the 
architectural mass which I have just ascended. 
On the sides of the ruins, all the foliage bends 
and trembles, overwhelmed by the tumultuous 
downpour. The legions of Apsaras, the great 
holy serpents, the monsters crouching on the 
threshold of the flights of steps, seem to bow 
the head under the daily deluge, which, for 
seasons without number, has worn by dint of 
washing them. More and more I hear the 
water crackling, rushing in a thousand streams. 
In order to discern the general plan of this 
third and highest platform, it would be 
necessary to see it from outside. But the 
light continues to diminish, as if it were the 
twilight instead of the morning ; the horizon of 
the forests is completely hidden behind the 
opaque curtains of the rain, and it is clear 
that the storm will last for another hour at 
least. I have, perforce, to remain in shelter, 
and, in this persistent twilight of eclipse, feeling 
that I am followed by the cadaverous smiles 
of all this assembly of Buddhas, who are 
watching me, I proceed towards what must 

be the centre and very heart of Angkor- Vat. 

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I tread softly on the layers of dust and 
excrement, sprinkled with feathers of owls. 
The huge, hairy spiders, weavers of the multiple 
draperies, remain motionless and on watch. 

Over and above that which falls unceasingly 
from the roof, little heaps of withered flowers 
and incense appear before all the idols, attest- 
ing that men venerate them still. But why do 
not people dust them a little when they come 
to visit them ? And in what disorder, too, they 
have been left ! the small, the large, and the 
colossal, all higgledy-piggledy as after a rout. 
At the uncertain date of the sack of the town 
and the pillage of the temple they were all 
overthrown and dragged to earth. Sub- 
sequently the piety of the Siamese put them 
upright again, as best it could, but in a 
methodless grouping along the walls, those of 
sandstone against those of worm-eaten wood, 
which crumble to powder at the slightest touch, 
those which have lost their colouring side by 
side with those which still possess red robes 
and gilded faces. (And, lest they should forget 
a single one of them in their devotions, the 
pilgrims who come hither spend hours, it 
seems, in passing through the endless galleries 
where they repose.) Buddhist statues, already 

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centenarian many times over, they were yet 
new-comers, quite recent intruders in this 
temple of a far more ancient cult. And having 
supplanted the images of Brahma, the primitive 
god of Angkor, they are now fallen in their 
turn, destroyed by time. 

The flagstones are so carpeted with filth 
and ashes that the sound of my footsteps is 
smothered, and, without being heard by the 
thousands of little ears above, I make my way 
towards the darker end of the gallery, between 
the two rows of silent personages. Here, 
formerly, was the Holy of Holies, the place 
where the supreme Brahma was enthroned ; 
but it has been walled up for an unknown 
period of time. 

And before this wall which, no doubt, still 
encloses the terrible idol, and perhaps preserves 
it as intact as a mummy in its sarcophagus 
a Buddha of gigantic size, commanding and 
gentle, has been seated for centuries, with legs 
crossed and downcast half- closed eyes, for so 
many centuries that the spiders have contrived 
patiently to drape him with black muslins, 
hiding the gold with which he is adorned, and 
that the bats have had time to cover him as 
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Siam 

little sleeping beasts forms now a kind of 
padded dais of brown plush above his head, 
and the rain, which continues to stream 
mercilessly outside, makes for him its plaintive 
daily music. But his bowed head, which I 
can distinguish in spite of the darkness, 
preserves the same smile as may be found on 
all representations of Him, from Thibet to 
China : the smile of the Great Peace, obtained 
by the Great Renunciation and the Great Pity. 

This evening, as I once more ascend to the 
temple, after having slept below, at its foot, in 
the hangar of the pilgrims, during the heat of the 
day, this evening one would nevei believe that 
it had rained in torrents all the morning. In 
the sky is a blue splendour that seems immut- 
able. The earth has quickly drunk up the 
superabundant water, and the burning sun has 
dried the trees of the forest and the verdure 
which encroaches upon the ruins. All is lumin- 
ous, calm, and hot, much more so than in the 
finest of our summer days. The Apsaras, the 
monsters, the half-effaced bas-reliefs, the masses 
of immense dead stones, are bathed now in a 
sort of ironical and mournful magnificence. 
And the thousands of little invaders of the 

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sanctuary, those which fly, those which " run, 
and those which crawl, have emerged from their 
hiding-places of the morning, and begun again 
their insatiate hunt for provender. All around 
I hear the rustling of serpents and lizards, the 
singing of turtle-doves and little birds, the 
meowing of wild cats. Large butterflies, like 
figurings of precious silks, career about, and 
myriads of flies, in corselets of velvet and golden 
green, mingle with the psalmody of the monks 
a murmur like the distant pealing of bells. The 
bats alone, the inevitable bats, prime masters of 
Angkor- Vat, sleep on in their perpetual shadow, 
glued to the vaults of the cloisters. 

With time and neglect each of the superposed 
terraces of the temple has become a kind of 
suspended garden where the immense leaves of 
the banana palms are mingled with the white 
tufts of a most fragrant jasmine clustered with 
blossom. All this, and a thousand other exotic 
plants and the tall wanton herbage all this, 
after seeming to die beneath the whipping of 
the rain, has risen again more vigorous than 
before, and with a freshness more sparkling 
amidst the decrepitude of the stones. 

Without hurrying this time, for no cloud 
threatens me, I climb the arduous steps which 

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lead, above, to the dwelling of the gods. Oh, 
the graceful and exquisite carvings scattered in 
profusion everywhere ! These scrolls, these 
traceries of leaf and flower how inexplicable 
it seems resemble those which appeared in 
France in the time of Francis I. and the 
Medicis. For a moment one might be tempted 
to believe, if it were not an impossibility, that 
the artists of our Renascence had sought their 
models on these walls, which, nevertheless, in 
their days had been slumbering for three or 
four centuries, in the midst of forests, quite 
unsuspected by Europe. 

I climb without haste, lighted by a sun of 
dazzlement and death, and along my laborious 
ascending route is marshalled an endless array 
of intimidating symbols. Everywhere monsters, 
and combats of monsters. Everywhere the 
sacred Naga, trailing over the balustrades its 
long, undulating body, and then rearing like 
a scarecrow its seven viperish heads. The 
Apsaras, how pretty and smiling they are, in 
their coiffures of goddesses, with, nevertheless, 
always that expression of reserve and mystery 
which is so little reassuring. Richly adorned, 
with bracelets, necklaces, headbands of precious 
stones, tall tiaras, either pointed or surmounted 

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with a tuft of plumes, they hold between their 
delicate fingers sometimes a lotus flower, and 
sometimes an enigmatic emblem. And all of 
them that one can reach in passing have been 
so often caressed in the course of centuries, that 
their beautiful bare bosoms shine as under a 
varnish. For the women, who come hither 
during the pilgrimages, touch them passionately 
in order that they may obtain from them the 
grace to become mothers. In their niches em- 
broidered with carvings, they remain adorable. 
But what a pity that their feet should so dis- 
figure them ! They are always enormous as in 
the bas-reliefs of Egypt, and always drawn in 
profile, whilst the legs face you fully. And yet 
there is cause for reflection, too, in these ineptly 
drawn feet, for they remind us that the fair 
goddesses are the work of a very primitive 
humanity, which in its art was still battling 
with the difficulties of draughtsmanship, still 
baffled by the mystery of foreshortening. 

And there is another thing of which they were 
ignorant, those proud architects of Angkor- Vat, 
and that is the wide expanded vault. Their 
ancestors had taught them only that which is 
obtained by corbelling, and must perforce remain 
narrow and heavy. That is why all the galleries 

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they contrived to build are suffocating, why 
they superposed cloisters and cloisters, staged 
massive terraces on massive terraces, heaped 
blocks on the top of blocks. And this temple, 
no doubt, with that of Bay on, foundered in the 
neighbouring forest, is the mightiest piling of 
stones that men have dared to undertake since 
the pyramids of Memphis. 

As each stage is reached, there is a momentary 
respite of shade, in the hot dampness of the 
bordering cloister. 

But a sun of fire glares on the last staircase, 
which is twice as high as the preceding one, 
and the steepest of all, the staircase which leads 
to the topmost platform and seems to climb 
into the sky. And, truly, this progressive 
doubling of the height, from one stage to 
another, is a notable architectural discovery for 
increasing the size of the temple by an illusion 
from which it is difficult to escape. I experience 
it this evening as I experienced it this morning 
under the dark rain-clouds : it is as if the dwell- 
ing of the gods, in measure as you approach it, 
flies before you, soaring into the air. 

It is designed, too, and in a very effective 
way religious, this successive diminution of the 
internal decoration, the nearer one approaches 

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the Holy of Holies. I had already remarked 
the employment of similar means in the 
Brahmanistic temples of India, more particularly 
in those of Ellora, where after a surfeit of 
sculpture in the lower galleries, the supreme 
symbol is found at last at the bottom of a 
savage hall with thick bare walls : the idea 
being that the place where the divine symbol 
dwells should contain nothing that might dis- 
tract the visitors from worship and awe. 

Arriving again in the last of the successive 
terraces, I enter a gallery of phantom idols, 
similar to that in which I took refuge during 
the storm, which leads in the darkness to a 
door sealed with stones, and before this door, 
also, a large Buddha, very gentle in aspect, is 
seated as watchman. But this is not the same 
gallery as I was in this morning. I do not 
recognise the scarred faces of the personages 
who inhabit it, and, besides, I have come to 
it by different staircases, different porticoes. 

It is now about five o'clock, and the golden 
rays of the sun are tinged a little with the 
red of the evening. There is no slightest 
trace of the deluge of the morning. I am able 
now to report that, on this platform of the 
summit, there are four identical galleries, equally 

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long, equally populous with funereal hosts, hung 
with the same black spider webs, and wadded 
on the ceiling with the same sleeping bats. 
These four galleries make a cross with equal 
arms and converge upon the Holy of Holies, 
which marks the centre of the mountain-temple. 
But, after the extreme prodigality of ornamenta- 
tion in the cloisters below, these highest naves, 
richly embellished as they are without, disclose, 
in the interior, only square rough -hewn pillars 
and rugged and defaced walls. It is the sign that 
one should enter here only for prayer, having 
freed the spirit from all the false shows of the 
world. They were the thresholds of the 
Invisible and the Inexpressible, and it needed 
there nothing that might recall our vanities, 
our earthly luxuries. And in their dark 
depths, behind the identical giant Buddhas, 
their identical doors, which to-day are sealed, 
are closed upon the four faces of the supreme 
retreat where, perhaps, the soul of the old 
temple subsists still, buried with the terrible 
Brahmas. 

One of those colossal towers, in outline like 
tiaras, which can be seen so far away in the 
plain, rises at the end of each arm of the 

cross formed by the four naves, and, above 

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the Holy of Holies where the naves meet, a 
fifth tower, the most wonderful and the most 
elaborate, surpassing all the others, commands, 
from a height of more than two hundred feet, 
the thick, green shroud of the forest. Accord- 
ing to a learned Chinese writer, who visited this 
mysterious empire on the eve of its decline, 
about the thirteenth century, and has left us 
the only known documents concerning its 
magnificence, this central tower was crowned 
with a golden lotus, so large that its sacred 
flower could be seen shining in the air from 
every point of the town, which to-day lies 
buried. 

In the forest which surrounds me, and is 
revealed, under this pure evening sky, clear 
and distinct to the circle of the horizon, I had 
not noticed this morning a number of trees 
of annual foliage, here and there, which are 
turning yellow, and shedding their leaves, 
because December is at hand. It reminds me 
that in coming hither I have, in fact, journeyed 
northwards for three or four days, and that 
already the country is not absolutely one of 
perpetual greenness, as was the Cochin-China 
1 have left. And in spite of the powerful, 
tranquil heat, an unexpected impression of 

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Siam 

autumn, of falling leaves, as in the forests of 
France, comes to augment for me all at once 
the nameless melancholy of these ruins. 

I thought I should be alone to wander till 
nightfall in these high galleries. But, while I 
am watching, between the massive bars of a 
window, the sun, which before setting is turn- 
ing everything to fire, some visitors, behind 
me, arrive with timid, velvety steps, old grey- 
bearded men. Their costumes proclaim them 
to be pilgrims from Burmah. Before each 
Buddha they make a salutation, deposit a 
flower, and light a stick of incense. Even to 
the most shapeless debris littering the floor, 
they pay a reverence, and whenever the remnant 
is in any way recognisable, an arm, a worm- 
eaten trunk, a head without a body, they stop 
and plant close by, between the joints of the 
pavement, one of their burning sticks. And 
thus once more the dead and musty air in 
which these images and these vestiges are 
achieving their return to dust is filled for a 
moment with a suave fragrance. 

One of the pilgrims, however, the leader of 
the band, whispers something which seems to 
signify " Let us hasten, night is approach- 
ing, and would overtake us in the ruins." 

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Thereupon they curtail their devotions, their 
reverences become more hurried and less 
formal. Arrived before the Great Buddha, who, 
at the end of the gallery, guards the immured 
sanctuary, they select those places where the 
gilding of his legs is most faded, and carefully 
apply to them sheets of goldleaf which they 
extract from a portfolio. Then they depart. 
I hear the sound of their quiet footsteps die 
away as they descend the steep staircases of 
stone. Their departure has suddenly made the 
solitude more imposing, and seems to make 
the very daylight fade more quickly. Besides 
the setting of the sun is so vertical and so 
rapid in these regions, which are almost with- 
out twilight ! 

Below me, the darkness has already en- 
croached upon the architectural mass of which 
I have now a bird's-eye view, and also upon 
the expanse of the surrounding forest, where 
presently will open, innumerable, the eyes of 
the nocturnal beasts. Alone, two towers, which 
rise up in my vicinity, are resplendent still, 
like glowing embers ; the reddened rays light, 
as in apotheosis, their unknown architecture, 
which is neither Hindoo nor Chinese, which 

resembles that of no other country on the earth. 

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Siam 

If the ornamentation of the walls, the scrolls, 
and foliage, recalled our European Renascence, 
these towers, on the contrary, are of a striking 
and utter strangeness the conception of a 
race apart, which flashed a bright splendour in 
this corner of the world, and then disappeared 
to return no more. They resemble somewhat 
sheaves of organ-pipes, above which have been 
placed, at the various heights, richly ornamented 
crowns. The design is complicated, too, with 
Apsaras, with very strangely nimbused gods, 
with groups of monsters. In the sky, which 
is now changing and turning to the grey of 
twilight, they continue to glow for some 
seconds longer, looking like metal reddened 
by fire, like the burning towers of I know 
not what magic palace. 

Formerly in place of this sea of verdure, 
silent at my feet, the town of Angkor-Thorn 
(Angkor the Great) spread for some distance 
about the plain ; and if we could now lop 
off the tufted branches we should see again, 
reappearing below, walls and terraces and 
temples ; we should see, stretching away, 
long paved avenues bordered by how many 
divinities, seven-headed serpents, bell-turrets, 
balusters, all foundered now in the bush. But 

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the deep forest has become again what it was 
from the beginning of the ages, for centuries 
beyond our power to calculate ; there is now 
no outward sign of the work of those Hindoo 
adventurers, who, some three hundred years before 
our era, came and plied their axes here, clearing 
space for a town of nearly a million souls. 
No ; it lasted for but fifteen hundred years, 
this episode of the Empire of the Khmers, 
for what might be called a mere negligible 
period, in comparison with the longevity of 
the reign of the vegetable world ; and it is 
done with, the wound is healed, no trace of 
it remains. The fig-tree of ruins flaunts 
everywhere its dome of green leaves. 

In our days, it is true, some new adventurers, 
come from a country nearer west (the country 
of France), are chafing in a small way the 
eternal forest, for they have founded not far 
from here a semblance of a little empire. But 
this latest episode will lack magnitude, and 
more especially it will lack duration. Soon, 
when these pale conquerors shall have left in 
turn, buried in this Indo-Chinese soil, many 
of their alas, many poor young soldiers all 
guiltless of the mad adventure they will pack 
their belongings and depart. Then there will 

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be seen no more wandering in these regions, 
as I am wandering, men of the white race, 
who are so foolishly covetous of governing 
immemorial Asia, and of disturbing everything 
they find there. 

The two fantastic, and, as they seemed, 
incandescent towers, which I was watching 
from this window, cool with singular rapidity 
cool from their base, no doubt because the 
base is buried in the temple, which in turn 
is buried in the damp medley of trees. The 
red glow persists now only on the extreme 
point, and, as I watch, it changes quickly to 
violet and fades away. 

The light of the immense panorama dies 
like the light of a lamp that is blown out, and 
the forest is filled with darkness beneath an 
ash- coloured sky, in which lingering green and 
yellow lights alone indicate the side where the 
sun has set. The Buddhas around me begin 
to cause me uneasiness. I imagine that they 
are playfully raising their shoulders under the 
thick brown mantles, which deform them so 
that they look like stout old dowagers swathed 
in fur. 

The ruins are wrapt in a sudden majesty, and 
my continued presence seems a profanation. 

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And then a nameless horror issues from the 
darker recesses, where the befurred giants and 
hunch - backed dwarfs assume all at once the 
air of phantoms. It issues slowly, this 
insidious horror, trailing along the gallery like 
a sleepy wave towards the window where I 
was standing. I realise that it will fill the 
temple and that I cannot hope to escape it. 
It behoves me to depart, therefore, to descend 
in order that I may not be surprised by the 
darkness in the middle of the staircases, with 
their slippery steps overgrown with creepers. 
And, above my head, I can hear the little 
rat-like cries answering one another along the 
ceilings of resonant stone. It is the hour when 
all the hairless wings are about to unfold for 
the giddy dance about the old sanctuary, to 
resume the general whirl of every night, the 
great hunt, the great massacre of gnats and 
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CHAPTER IX 



CHAPTER IX 

Saturday, 30th November 1901. 

THERE has been another deluge during the 
night lasting from two o'clock to four, and, 
although the thatched roof has protected us 
faithfully enough, the air is so impregnated 
with moisture that we awake soaked as by the 
storm itself. 

Now, however, the day is broadening in a 
pure splendour. The blue, cloudless sky is 
innocence itself. I therefore have the oxen 
harnessed to our little jogging carts, in 
order to return to the forest and visit that 
temple of Bayon, of which I had but a glimpse, 
the day before yesterday, in the rainy twilight. 

The sun has not long risen when we leave 
the enclosed park and plunge at a trot beneath 
the tall trees of the deep forest. At once a 
green shade stretches over our heads and 
around us rises a multitudinous music of birds 
and insects delirious in the rapture of the 

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morning. Along the pathway, above the 
impenetrable thickets full of ferns, cycads 
and orchids, the trees rise to a prodigious 
height. Amongst them are some that have 
been scarred by men so rare and stealthy as 
they are in these parts who have notched 
them in order to collect, in earthen pots, I 
know not what precious essence. In the 
same manner one may see, in our country, 
the inhabitants of the Landes collect the resin 
of their pines. There are others of which the 
trunk, for about six feet above the ground, is 
all scratched, all furrowed with cruel rents. 
These are the trees used by the tigers, as 
obsessed in this respect as cats, to stretch 
their paws and sharpen their merciless claws, 
when they awaken in the evening after the 
long siesta of the day. 

It is already becoming insufferably hot, with 
a moist unwholesome heat saturated with 
exhalations of the lush earth and wanton 
plants. In the rays of the sun which, here 
and there, traverse the foliage, we can see the 
insects in their endless whirligigs, and their 
little metallic - lustred bodies seem to throw 
off sparks of fire. The mosquitoes, those tiny 

carriers of fever, eddy everywhere in clouds of 

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fine dust. Butterflies with bodies that are 
too light for their long silken wings, drift as 
they fly, seeming the plaything of the slightest 
breath, until they settle at last upon some 
singular pale-coloured flower of the shade. And 
the numberless birds which fly before us might 
be blue and red rockets thrown up in our 
passage through the semi-obscurity of the forest. 

At the end of nearly an hour the crenellated 
wall of the tenebrous town of Angkor-Thorn 
appears before us, without breaking the con- 
tinuous vault of trees ; and still in green night 
we descend from our ox -carts before the " Gate 
of Victory," above which, beneath a fringe of 
creepers, smiles a colossal human visage. 

Having passed the ramparts, we continue to 
advance, but through a denser bush and by 
pathways less defined. 

Half an hour's walk, about, in this forest 
sown with debris, which is the winding sheet 
of a town, where every stone bears trace of an 
antique sculpture, where the fragments one 
picks up in the grass represent a human 
mask. And then we reach a shapeless mass of 
rocks, a kind of mountain above which the fig- 
trees of ruins spread superbly their large green 
parasols. And this is Bayon. These rocks 

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were builded long ago by the hand of man ; 
they are factitious ; they are the remains of one 
of the most prodigious temples of the world. 

The destruction is bewildering. How could 
they come, these masses of stone, to warp thus, 
to bend, to fall, to be confounded in such 
chaos? There are towers which seem to have 
fallen in a single piece, to have descended in 
their entirety from their basements. And the 
massive terraces have broken. And all around 
the earth has mounted; the humus, in the 
course of centuries, has begun to climb the 
large staircases in its endeavour to swallow 
up the whole. 

The immense faces of Brahma, " the gracious 
old ladies," so sly-looking and so little reassuring 
the other evening in the twilight, I see them 
again everywhere above my head, smiling upon 
me from between the ferns and roots. They 
are far more numerous than I thought. I can 
discern them even on the most distant of the 
towers, crowned and girt about the neck with 
necklaces. But in broad day, how they have 
lost their power to scare ! They seem to say 
to me this morning : " We are quite dead, you 
see, and quite harmless. It is not out of irony 
we smile thus, with eyelids half - closed ; it is 

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Siam 

because we have attained peace peace without 
dreams." 

The temple, of which the scarcely recognisable 
ruins are before me, represents the earliest con- 
ception, crude and savagely immense, of a people 
apart, without analogue in the world, and with- 
out neighbours : the Khmer people, a detached 
branch of the great Aryan race, which planted 
itself here as if by chance, and grew and 
developed far from the parent stem, separated 
from the rest of the world by immense expanses 
of forest and marshland. About the ninth 
century some four hundred years earlier than 
Angkor - Vat, this sanctuary, ruder and more 
enormous, was in the plenitude of its glory. 
In order to try and picture to one's self what 
was once its almost awful magnificence, it 
would be necessary, first of all, to clear away, 
in imagination, the forest which engulfs it, to 
suppress the inextricable entanglement of these 
roots and these greenish white-spotted branches, 
which are, so to say, the tentacles of the fig-tree 
of ruins ; and then, no longer in this eternal 
green night, but in the open air, under the 
wide heaven, to re-erect these quadruple- visaged 
towers about fifty towers ! to replace them 
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that of Angkor- Vat was in three stages. To 
imagine, afterwards, all around, a wide extent 
of open space so that men might see from 
afar the crushing stature of the whole ; to 
re-construct the successive terraces, the steps, 
the sumptuous avenues which led hither, bordered 
by so many columns, balusters, divinities, and 
monsters, which to-day are foundered in the 
herbage. 

These towers with their squat forms and 
superposed rows of crowns, might have been 
compared in outline to colossal pineapples 
placed on end. It was as if a vegetation of 
stone had sprouted in thick impetuous profusion 
from the soil ; fifty towers of different heights 
rising in tiers ; fifty fantastic pineapples, grouped 
in a kind of bundle on a base as large as a 
town, almost hugging one another and form- 
ing a retinue to a central and more gigantic 
tower, some two hundred feet in height, which 
dominated them, its summit crowned with a 
golden lotus-flower. And from high in the air, 
those quadruple faces with which each of them 
was adorned gazed at the four cardinal points, 
gazed everywhere, with the same drooping eye- 
lids, the same expression of ironical pity, the 

same srnile. They affirmed, they repeated until 

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it became a kind of obsession, the omnipresence 
of the god of Angkor. From whatever point 
of the immense town these aerial faces were 
always to be seen, some full - face, others 
in profile or three - quarter face, now gloomy 
under lowering rain-charged skies, now ardent, 
as with ruddy fire, at the setting of the sun, 
or, again, bluish and spectral on moonlit nights, 
but always there and always commanding. But 
to-day their reign is over ; in the green twilight 
in which they are crumbling it is necessary, 
almost, to seek to find them, and the time is 
approaching when they will no longer be even 
recognisable. 

To ornament the walls of Bayon, endless bas- 
reliefs and decorations of every sort have been 
conceived with an exuberant prodigality. Here, 
too, there are battles, furious conflicts, war- 
chariots, interminable processions of elephants, 
and groups of Apsaras, of Tevadas with pompous 
crowns. But under the moss everything is 
becoming effaced and perishing. The workman- 
ship is cruder and more naive than at Angkor- 
Vat, but the inspiration revealed here is more 
vehement, more tumultuous. There is some- 
thing disconcerting in so great a profusion. In 
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to realise the perseverance, the fertility, the faith, 
the love of the grand and eternal, which inspired 
this vanished people. 

Beneath the central tower with its golden 
lotus, some sixty feet above the plain, was 
concealed the Holy of Holies, a dark retreat, 
stifling as a casemate in its thickness of stone. 
It was approached from many sides, by a 
veritable maze of converging galleries, as mourn- 
ful as sepulchral chambers. But access to it 
to-day is difficult and dangerous, the approaches 
are so broken and ruinous. You feel that you 
are still beneath the forest for the forest covers 
even the towers beneath a multiple net-work 
of innumerable roots. It is very dark. A luke- 
warm water oozes from all the walls, on phantom 
gods without arms or without a head. You 
can hear the gliding of snakes, the flight of 
unascertained creeping beasts ; and the bats 
awake, flicking you, by way of protest, with 
their rapidly moving wings which you have not 
seen coming. In Brahmanistic times this Holy 
of Holies was a place where men were wont 
to tremble, and centuries of neglect have not 
robbed it of its awe. It remains always the 
refuge of the ancient mysteries. The noises 
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as soon as we become still, and everything 
subsides at once into an intense silence, filled 
with I know not what horror of expectancy. 

In this forest of shadow are to be found a 
number of other ruins, in disjointed and over- 
thrown masses, beneath the beautiful, triumphant 
branches ; debris of palaces, of temples, of 
piscinae where men and elephants used to bathe. 
They bear witness still to the splendour of that 
empire of the Khmers, which flourished for 
fifteen hundred years unknown to Europe, 
and then perished after a swift decline, ex- 
hausted by a succession of wars with Siam, 
with Annam, and even with immemorial and 
and stagnant China. 

To my western eyes, the final impression 
received from these dead things is one of baffle- 
ment and mystery. The least stone, the least 
lintel over a portico, the least of these crownings 
imitating flames, is a cause of astonishment, 
like the revelation of a distant and hostile world. 
Monsters in greenish stone, seated in the 
attitude of dogs, and coifed in a fashion, doubt- 
less, of some planet without communication 
with ours, welcome me with looks of startling 
strangeness, with rictus never previously seen, 

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even in the old Chinese sanctuaries from which 
I come. " We do not know thee," they say to 
me. " We are conceptions for ever foreign to 
thee. What comest thou hither to do? 
Begone." And, moreover, as the sun ascends 
and blazes more fiercely above the vault of 
trees, an increasing heaviness retards our steps ; 
as we walk we are more and more closely en- 
veloped by a kind of aggressive dust, dancing 
and sparkling, which is a cloud of mosquitoes ; 
and it is with a lassitude a little feverish that 
we continue to wander in this forest of dark 
enchantments. Enough ! It is time to retrace 
our steps towards the " Gate of Victory," in 
order to return before midday to the enclosure 
of Angkor- Vat. 

The burning hour is near when we again 
reach the shelter of the hangar of the pilgrims, 
where is heard from morning till evening, like 
an incantation, the psalmody of the yellow- 
robed monks. 

And, after the mid-day repast, the irresistible 
tropical languor returns, as it returns every day, 
to prostrate us. It will be better to leave this 
hangar in which one stifles, and, braving the 
scorching of the sun, to cross the ten yards or so 

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which separate me from the first galleries of the 
temple. In the shadow and perpetual damp- 
ness of the stone ceilings 1 may find at least 
an appearance of coolness. Let some one spread 
a mat there for me, after sweeping clear a space 
at a point where the vault is not too tapestried 
with bats, and I will sleep on the comparatively 
cool flagstones, covering my face with a fan 
as a protection from what may fall from the 
roof. 

But, nevertheless, sleep is slow in coming to 
me, for I am lying at the very foot of the 
immense bas-relief of battles, and, spite of me, 
my heavy eyes are beguiled by it for a long 
time : silent torment ; fury of great conflicts 
past and forgotten, slaughters sung by the poets 
of the Ramayana, but which no one any 
more remembers; confusion of muscular limbs, 
meeting in shock of battle between the army 
of the Giants and that of the King of the 
Monkeys, war-chariots crushing the wounded 
in hundreds. ... In the prevailing gloom, all 
this, blackish and, as it were, varnished by the 
damp, is illumined in places by a glimmering 
half-light, and thus the reliefs are accentuated, a 
little life returns to the effaced rictus, to the 

dead contortions. I have lost the notion of the 

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enormity of the neighbouring mass of architec- 
ture, but I feel that I have become intimate with 
those of the warriors, men and women, who 
struggle near me, almost touching my head. . . . 
Quite near an Apsara smiles upon me from 
the melee. Hers is the last image of which 
I am conscious. For some seconds longer I see 
her fair breast gleaming, looking moist as if it 
were beaded with a warm sweat, . . . and then, 
no more; I lapse into unconsciousness. 

I have been asleep for an hour, perhaps, when 
one of my Siamese servants brings me the 
cards of three visitors. The names are French. 
Yes, by all means show them in even here, 
into my splendid reception hall. But truly, 
it is the last thing I should have expected : 
to receive visitors at Angkor. 

Three Frenchmen in fact. They have been 
sent to Siam in pursuance of archaeological 
studies, and since yesterday have been installed, 
not far from me, beneath a roof of thatch in 
the holy enclosure. They are learned and 
agreeable. Besides, after days of solitude and 
silence, travelling without companions, it is 
a relief to exchange thoughts with men of 

France. 

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I ought to remain, they tell me, for the 
forest is full of unknown ruins. Over and above 
the great temples which every one visits, there 
are to be found scattered about, by the side of 
the rivers and swamps, a number of monuments 
in terra cotta of an art most singular, dating 
back to the fourth century, and even to the 
earliest days of the Khmer Empire. 

But no; I will adhere to my intention of 
leaving to-day in the decline of the sun. First, 
there are the elephants of the good King 
Norodom which I am due to meet the day after 
to-morrow at Kompong-Luong. And then, and 
more especially, how should I forget that I am, 
in fact, no more than a modest aide-de-camp, 
whose leave is limited, and must report myself, 
within the stipulated time, on board the war- 
ship which awaits me at Saigon? 

I have given the order to prepare our de- 
parture for five o'clock ; and, while the ox-carts 
are being got ready and my kit is being packed, 
I mount the steps of the temple for the last 
time. 

No rain has fallen since last night to refresh 
the suspended plants, or moisten the heaps of 

stones, and an intolerable heat, as of glowing 

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coal, now emanates from the terraces, the walls 
and statuary, on which the sun has been blazing 
all day long. But the divine Apsaras, who 
have been used for centuries to be thus burnt 
with rays, smile at me by way of adieu, with- 
out losing their ease or customary gracious 
irony. As I took leave of them I little thought 
that within a few hours, by the lavish caprice 
of the King of Pnom-Penh, I should see them 
again, one night, at the evocation of the sound 
of the old music of their times, see them no 
longer dead, with these fixed smiles of stone, 
but in the fulness of life and youth, no longer 
with these breasts of rigid sandstone, but with 
palpitating breasts of flesh, and coifed in verit- 
able tiaras of gold, and sparkling with veritable 
jewels. . . . 

The sun is already low in the heavens and 
beginning to cast a ruddy light when my 
little train of ox-carts gets under way, leaving 
Angkor behind for ever, along the paved cause- 
way, between the bushes clustered with the 
white bloom of the fragrant jasmine. Beyond 
the large pools choked with weeds and water- 
lilies, beyond the bridge, the last porticoes and 

the great seven-headed serpents which guard the 

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threshold, the pathway of departure opens before 
us. It plunges under the trees which are ready 
at once to hide the great temple from us. 
I turn, therefore, to take a last look at Angkor. 
This pilgrimage, which, since my childhood, I 
had hoped to make, is now a thing accomplished, 
fallen into the past, as soon will fall my own 
brief human existence, and I shall never see 
again, rising into the sky, those great strange 
towers. I cannot even, this last time, follow 
them for long with my eyes, for very quickly 
the forest closes round us, ushering in a sudden 
twilight. 

At about seven or eight o'clock we reach 
the Siamese village of Siem-Reap, on the bank 
of the river, in the region of the tall palms. It 
is quite dark, and the half-naked folk who move 
about under the vault of trees get the light 
they need by waving burning brands, as is 
the custom also in India on the Malabar coast. 
They hasten to welcome us and instal us, on 
the river bank, in a hut used by the travelling 
pilgrims, which seems to be on stilts, so high 
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CHAPTER X 

Sunday, 1st December 1901. 

AN hour more in our ox -carts, along the 
bank of the little river, in the freshness of 
the early morning, passing through Eden-like 
villages, amongst palms and garlands of blossom- 
ing creepers. 

At a point on the bank the sampan which 
brought us hither is awaiting us the large 
sampan, the roof of which is in the form of 
a coffin lid. Then, leaving our carts, we 
begin to descend the narrow river, brushed by 
reeds, by grasses of gigantic size. First of all, 
swamps gradually getting more and more inun- 
dated, and then the submerged forest, which, 
as it envelops us in its poisonous shadow, 
takes away the little respirable air there was. 
An hour and a half is spent in traversing the 
gloomy labyrinth, rowing between enormous 
half - submerged trees, amongst branches en- 
tangled with creepers. It is not till about 

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mid-day that we escape from the oppression 
of the forest and that the great lake, opening 
at last ahead of us, unrolls before our eyes, 
which are dazzled at the sight, its wide expanse 
as of a sea of gleaming tin. 

The steamboat, which is to take us back to 
Cambodia, is there, moored to the branches of 
this semblance of a shore, looking as if it were 
lost in the midst of this desert of verdure and 
warm water. Let us get up steam and depart 
as soon as possible. 

All the afternoon, all the evening, is spent 
in gliding, with rapid and monotonous motion, 
over this lake which to-day has no visible 
limits, to such a degree does the evaporated 
moisture blot out the horizon. The sun seems 
to vaporise it, to drink it a sun that, all im- 
bued with moisture as it is, itself looks troubled, 
though, nevertheless, sinister and terrible. Not 
a breath anywhere, and a mortal electric tension. 
Our steamboat makes little ridges on the mourn- 
ful water, ridges always alike, which disappear 
in silence in ever-lessening ripples. We seem 
to be sailing on some mysterious molten metal, 
too sluggish or too heavy for such noise as 
ordinary water makes ; and thus the companies 

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of pelicans we rock in our passage, asleep in 
long bands of pinkish-white, are scarcely dis- 
turbed by our approach. Everywhere, somno- 
lence and torpor under a light at once excessive 
and diffuse. From time to time there are 
enacted before us phantasmagorias that seem 
designed to scare us : they appear always in 
the direction of the west. We see sombre 
things rising in the distance, almost as quickly 
as the dense smoke of volcanoes. They darken 
a whole side of the sky; they take on shades 
of copper ; they assume the appearance of 
toppling rocks, of mountains about to tumble 
into chaos : rough shapings of storms which do 
not break, but are transformed at once, dis- 
solving and vanishing like the visions of 
dreams. 

Not a boat in sight, not a canoe: we are 
alone upon this shoreless sea. Through all 
these insubstantialities of air and water, without 
any kind of landmark, our pilot a Siamese 
guides himself by instinct, no doubt, in the same 
way as the migrating birds. In the twilight, 
however, when he is endeavouring to find the 
entrance to the river down which our further 
course lies, he is perplexed, he hesitates and 

changes his route. There is no danger, 

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however, only the risk of being detained here 
till daybreak. 

And now night falls, moist and languorous, 
and we scarcely know where we are. The 
water has not always clear contours. Dark 
masses, which are really storm clouds, resemble 
in places adjacent banks. We see rising 
phantoms of mountains, phantoms of forests. 

Pale stars, bedimmed as was the sun, appear 
at last through the mist to guide us. Our 
pilot thinks he has found his bearings, and we 
continue on our way at full speed. A violent 
shock ! The boat rears and stops, while at the 
same time the air is rent with the sound of 
breaking branches. A mass of shadow, which 
he had taken for one of the deceptive clouds, 
proves to be really the bank ; we have plunged 
into it, our bows sheer amongst the trees, and 
from the concussion a thousand little beasts, 
which were asleep in the verdure, descend like 
a rain upon us, locusts, beetles, lizards, and 
venomous little snakes. The engines are 
reversed, and we extricate ourselves without 
having suffered damage. We had struck only 
soft mud and fragile mangroves. And our 
Siamese, it appears, had missed the entrance 
to the river by only a few yards, so that 

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soon we find it, and, sure of our way, 
proceed with speed accelerated now by the 
current. It is the Mekong at last, and we 
prepare to sleep, satisfied that all is for the 
best. 



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CHAPTER XI 

Monday, 2nd December 1901. 

AT about three o'clock this morning, under a 
deluge in which all the clouds of yesterday 
were emptying themselves, we had come to 
a mooring amongst the reeds of the great 
river, near the village of Kompong-Luong. 
It is here that the river brings me nearest to a 
certain temple dedicated to the manes of the 
queen-mother of Cambodia, to which I intend, 
in passing, to make a pilgrimage. It lies some 
distance away in the dense bush. 

Now, at daybreak, I am awakened by 
formidable footsteps, which make the adjacent 
bank tremble, and are accompanied by a music 
of breaking branches. Through a porthole, 
open near my head, I look to see what 
ponderous visitors attend me. The just dawn- 
ing day reveals to me a medley of reeds and 
moistened bushes, which already seem too 
vividly green for so dim a light, just as the 

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sun, too, seems too red. And in this 
setting of the early morning colossal beasts 
appear, gambolling in clumsy playfulness, and 
shaking the earth. It might be some scene 
of the earliest ages of the world. These 
elephants for elephants they are are doubtless 
the four promised by King Norodom, and they 
are corne punctually to the rendezvous. Four 
men, clothed in white, follow them, talking 
to them with a sort of quiet patience, and at 
an order given almost in a whisper, they 
become motionless right opposite to me. 

When the good elephants are saddled, having 
each on its nape a squatting driver, and on 
its back a palanquin like a Cambodian cabin, 
I am invited to take my place, with my 
interpreter and my two servants. We set off 
in line, each of us in his little oscillating hut. 
We have to go, first of all, through the village. 
Then the market, where a world of little yellow 
folk is busy at its bargaining, buying and 
selling fruits, grains, chickens, and strange- 
looking fish from the Mekong. Our elephants, 
aware of the fear they are about to cause, 
walk here with only short, quiet steps, but, as 
invariably happens, all the oxen, all the 
buffaloes flee before the sovereign beast, and 

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some mannikins are knocked over, some bowls 
of milk upset there are cries, tumult. 

After this isolated grouping of humanity, we 
plunge for two or three hours into the dense 
bush, and meet not a soul on our way. There 
is no forest of shadows here as in Siam, but 
simply bush, that Indo - Chinese bush, inex- 
tricable, always the same, useless and endless. 
We follow narrow pathways, on a soil of the 
red of bloodstone, between two curtains of 
bushes of most brilliant green. Foliage which 
is strange to us imprisons us more and more 
in its multitudinous compactness : a whole 
vegetation eternally watered, eternally over- 
heated, which yet does not succeed in attaining 
any height of growth, but remains dwarfish and 
soft and of an unhealthy exuberance. From 
the vantage of our palanquins we see from time 
to time unlimited expanses of this mournful 
verdure, which tells of exile and savours of 
fever. 

In the foreground, in front of me, always the 
bronze neck of the elephant- driver, and now 
and then, two enormous grey ears which rise 
and beat the air like fans. One has a sense 
of princely well-being in the little rocking cabin, 
sheltered from the sun of fire, travelling in this 

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sure and solid fashion, with a step that never 
stumbles, and a smoothness that no obstacle 
will have the force to disturb. And yet in time 
the heart begins to sicken a little at the 
monotony of this bush which closes behind 
you in silence, ceaselessly, mercilessly, as the 
minutes pass. 

We make our mid-day halt at an old monastery 
at the foot of a little mountain, which serves 
as a pedestal to the mausoleum of the Cambodian 
kings. Here there is some running water and 
trees that are really tall, and we seem to have hit 
upon a little corner of paradise in the midst of this 
desert of noxious verdure. A vast hall of reddish- 
coloured wood, with a fantastic roof, having by 
way of walls little more than reed blinds, and 
by way of decoration huge Buddhist pictures 
on rice paper, which are suspended from the 
pillars. We instal ourselves there on mats, 
welcomed, with fitting dignity, by two or three 
venerable monks, and a very aged woman, with 
white close-cropped hair, whose face of parch- 
ment bears the impress of a hundred years. Our 
elephants have been let loose in the bush, where 
they will eat for their dinner a few young trees. 
Treading on tip -toe, the venerable old lady 

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in her religious garb of yellow brings us square- 
shaped cushions on which to recline or lay our 
head. She says nothing, and her features, trans- 
fixed by so many years of a mysticism un- 
intelligible to our souls, do not move. After 
the mid- day repast we fall asleep, stretched on 
our mats, in a peculiar kind of monachal peace, 
broken only by the sound of the neighbouring 
stream, which gives an illusion of coolness. 

About half-past three comes the awakening, 
for my attendants as well as for myself, and I 
order the elephants to be brought back, for it 
is the hour to resume our journey. 

This mountain which overhangs the monastery 
is one of those geological fantasies which are 
scattered here and there in the midst of the 
low -lying plains of Cambodia: one of those 
abrupt, isolated, unexpected cones which are 
known here as pnom. They one nearly all 
deemed holy, and serve as a base to a place 
of prayer. This particular one, already very 
pointed in itself, is made more so by the 
mausoleum which caps it and is more pointed, 
more slender than any of our cathedral spires. 
And it is there, high above the jungle infested 
with tigers and monkeys, which surrounds it, 
as near as possible to the storm-filled sky, that 

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the old kings of Cambodia sleep. The ashes 
of the queen-mother have been deposited there 
recently after a cremation attended with im- 
memorial rites, with a ceremonial of dance and 
music dating back beyond all doubt to the 
days of Angkor. 

It is about an hour's journey from the 
monastery to the pagoda consecrated to the 
manes of this old princess, which is the goal of 
my pilgrimage. The sun is getting low when 
we perceive it, in a kind of glade in the midst 
of the bush. Amongst tall, slender palm-trees, 
the green plumes of which dominate the sur- 
rounding jungle, it appears before us all illumi- 
nated by the Bengal lights of the setting sun, its 
tarnished gildings gleaming softly like some 
precious piece of antique jewellery. Its image 
is reflected in a solitary pool strewn with eyots 
of pink lotus. It is ornamented, needless to say, 
with long, golden horns, which part in all 
directions from the roof; and it stands on a 
triple-staged pedestal, on the ledges of which 
monsters, in attitudes of mockery, are consumed 
with laughter, with the horrible laughter of a 
death's head. Hearing our elephants approach- 
ing, some of the monks, robed in lemon-yellow 
arid draped in orange-yellow, open the doors 

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and stand in staged groups on the steps of 
the threshold. It is truly a perfect vision of 
the old ages of Asia that was awaiting us in 
the silence of this remote spot and in the red 
glow of evening. 

I am advised by my interpreter that it would 
be more discreet on my part, and more correct, 
not to ask the monks, who would not venture 
to refuse me, for permission to visit the interior 
of the pagoda. Without descending from my 
palanquin, I confine myself, therefore, to the 
slow circuit of its base. 

It is the art of Angkor that one finds again 
here, greatly reduced, of course, from its colossal 
proportions, and a little too affected, perhaps, too 
mannered, but yet of a most exquisite strange- 
ness. At Angkor the enormous walls were 
covered with embroideries of stone. Here, 
beneath the fantastic roof with its great 
golden horns, the pagoda seems to be hung 
with a sumptuous old brocade, which scintillates 
in the dying rays of the sun it is a veritable 
network of minute carvings in gilded stucco, 
in which are mingled particles of crystal imitat- 
ing rubies and emeralds. And the doors, which 
shine with a different and bluish lustre, are 
in mosaic of mother-of-pearl. 

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Our elephants, as if they realised that we 
wished to view the pagoda without haste, make 
the circuit of the terraces with a somnolent 
majesty. One after another, each of the statues, 
placed on the ledges of the pedestal, presents 
to us, as we pass, its grimace of irony. They 
have the bodies of men, but the faces of scare- 
crows ; they represent the guardian spirits of 
the eternal thresholds ; and their presence suffices 
to mark a place of funeral and to command 
reflection. Standing there, with legs apart and 
hands resting on their bent knees, they look as 
if they stooped thus in a convulsion of laughter 
laughing at the transiency of human things, 
no doubt, laughing at birth and laughing at 
death. As in the case of the walls of the 
pagoda, the monsters which guard it are covered 
with gilded carvings and facets of crystal, which 
make for them costumes of great pomp and 
show, a little faded, it is true, and spotted with 
grey mouldiness. As for their faces, they are 
already familiar to us ; they have been copied 
from the thousand-year-old bas-reliefs of Angkor. 
But why these convulsed attitudes of uncanny 
laughter in this place of final and abiding peace ? 
To us what an abysm of mystery there is in 
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When we have completed the circuit of the 
pagoda, and return once more before the doors 
of mother-of-pearl, it is only the gold of the 
roof, its somewhat Chinese curves and its long 
horns which shine with a bright effulgence. 
The sun has buried itself in the endless verdure 
of the plains. It no longer illumines the walls, 
and we see these old brocades, already faded 
by the rains of many seasons, dimmed with 
subtle shadings, and dappled, in places only, by 
a kind of embroidery of crystal. The monks 
to do us honour have remained standing on 
the steps. And the whole picture the pagoda, 
these motionless people in yellow robes, the 
funereal spirits laughing on the ledges of the 
terraces, with hands resting on their outspread 
knees is reflected in the dead waters of 
the pond, where the lotus, flowers of broad 
day, are beginning to close and seal their 
pink petals because the shadows of evening 
are falling. And upon these superannuated 
splendours there seems to descend more and 
more, as the twilight deepens, the peace of pro- 
found isolation. 

It is the hour of departure, and the pace of 
our elephants quickens for the return journey. 
We plunge again into the narrow pathways, 

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where we are encompassed and brushed con- 
tinually by the verdure. Once more the bush 
closes behind us, the eternal bush, hastening 
to hide from us the magic glade, which, 
perhaps, is haunted occasionally still by the 
incomprehensible soul of a queen of furthest 
Asia. 

Dark night when the good giant beasts kneel 
down to deposit us at the village of the morning, 
near the bank of the river. The boat is await- 
ing us there under steam, and I prepare at once 
to continue the journey down the Mekong. It 
is the time of the year when the waters of the 
lakes of Siam are emptied into the great river, 
and we set out with all the speed of our engines 
added to the swiftness of the current. Soon 
after midnight we have reached Pnom-Penh, 
and are moored before the gardens of the 
Governor. 



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CHAPTER XII 

Tuesday, 3rd December 1901. 

AT Pnom - Penh until the midnight follow - 
ing, after which it will be necessary to fall 
back upon Saigon, so as to report myself on 
board at the expiration of my leave. A warm, 
torrential rain the whole day long. 

This evening at nine o'clock old King Norodom 
is to receive me. And the Governor, having had 
the great kindness to intimate to him that I 
was not an ordinary aide-de-camp, but a lettre 
de France, it appears that there is to be a 
grand reception in which the corps de ballet of 
the court will figure. 

The rain is still falling in a deluge when the 
Governor's carriage comes to take me to the 
palace. The night is suffocating, in spite of 
the tropical downpour which descends upon us 
from the black sky. Our way lies under con- 
fused trees, along dark avenues where nothing 

seems to be alive. But a blaze of light greets 

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us on arrival, and attendants, carrying large 
Asiatic umbrellas, hurry forward to assist us in 
alighting, and to shelter us in our passage to 
the reception hall. 

It is immense, this hall, but it has no walls, 
nothing but a roof upheld in the air by very 
tall blue pillars. In the girandoles and on the 
silver Cambodian torches where not long ago 
burnt only wicks soaked in oil electric light 
has recently been installed. It is a little dis- 
concerting here, and splashes with brutality the 
crowd of princesses, ladies-in-waiting, attendants, 
musicians, some five or six hundred people in 
all, who are seated on mats on the floor. All 
the costumes are white and all the draperies, 
and there is a multitude of bare arms and bare 
bosoms of the colour of pale bronze. The 
orchestra, as soon as we appear, begins a music 
of Asia, which straightaway transports us into 
far distances of space and time. It is slow and 
loud, rendered by some thirty instruments of 
metal or resonant wood, which are struck with 
velvet-topped batons. There are dulcimers, 
wooden harmonicas with a very extended key- 
board, and peals of little gongs which vibrate 
in the manner of pianos played with the loud 
pedal. The melody is infinitely sad, but the 

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rhythm gets more and more rapid until it 
reaches a kind of frenzy, like the rhythm 
of a tarantella. 

We are escorted to a platform and bidden 
seat ourselves near the golden-mattressed couch 
on which presently the old, infirm, and almost 
dying king will come to lie. Near us, on a 
gilt table, are cups of champagne, and boxes, 
made of the reddish gold of Cambodia, filled 
with cigarettes. We command the hall, of 
which the centre, carpeted with white mats 
and large enough for the manoeuvring of a 
battalion, is empty. It is there that the 
spectacle of the ballet will be presented to us. 
Very large Chinese vases, containing drenched 
foliage variegated like flowers, are placed at the 
foot of each of the pillars. Between the pillars, 
above the white- clothed crowd, are revealed the 
black of the rainy night, the darkness of the 
profound sky ; and, above all, the rain which is 
now descending in torrents more furious than 
ever. The smallest drops, in passing into the 
vivid electric light, sparkle with prismatic lights, 
sparkle so that one seems to see precious stones 
falling in thousands, diamonds in cascades. Two 
doors at the further end open into the interior 
of the palace, and it is from these that the 

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ballerinas will appear. The heat remains over- 
powering, in spite of the large fans which are 
waved unceasingly above our heads by the 
attendants. And everywhere flights of insects, 
maddened by the brilliance of the girandoles, 
whirl innumerable; mosquitoes, day-flies, hum- 
ming beetles, and large moths. 

The king is long in coming, and presently 
attendants bring his crown and sceptre of 
gold, set with large rubies and emeralds, and 
place them on a cushion near us. He is after 
all too ill to appear ; l he begs that we will 
excuse him, and send us these attributes of 
sovereignty to intimate to us that the reception 
is, nevertheless, a royal one. 

The spectacle, then, will begin without him. 
The music suddenly becomes quieter and 
more mysterious, as if it were announcing 
something supernatural. One of the doors 
at the back opens ; an adorable and almost 
fantastic little creature springs into the middle 
of the hall an Apsara of the temple of Angkor ! 
It would be impossible to imagine an illusion 

1 Ho died a short time afterwards. And it is his successor, 
King Sisovath, who visited France,, and committed the amiable 
fault of showing to the Parisians some of the ballerinas of his 
court. One ought not to profane and diminish such spectacles by 
producing them in this way out of their proper frame. 

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more perfect. She has the same features 
because she is of the same unmingled blood, 
the same enigmatic smile, the eyes downcast, 
almost closed, the same breast of budding 
womanhood, scarcely veiled by a thin network 
of silk. And her costume is scrupulously copied 
from the old bas-reliefs, but copied in real 
jewels, in gorgeous fabrics ; kinds of sheathes 
of gold brocade imprison her legs and loins. 
Her face whitened with fard, her eyes artificially 
elongated, she wears a very high tiara of gold, 
studded with rubies, which tapers to a point 
like the roof of a pagoda, and on either shoulder 
a kind of pinion, like a dolphin's fin, in gold 
and precious stones. Of gold likewise, set with 
precious stones, are the broad waistband, the 
rings which ornament her ankles and her bare 
arms of amber-colour faintly flushed with pink. 

Alone at first upon the scene, this little 
Apsara of remote ages, escaped from the sacred 
bas-relief, makes signs of appeal in the direction 
of the door of the background which has 
become for us the door of fairy-like ^apparitions 
and two of her sisters run out to join her, two 
new Apsaras, likewise sparkling, their hips 
moulded in the same rigid sheathes, wearing 
the same golden crowns and the same golden 

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pinions. All three join hands. They are the 
queens of the Apsaras, doubtless, for a throne 
has been prepared for them. But they exchange 
a mimicry of anxiety, and begin again to make 
signs of appeal, always in the direction of that 
same door. . . . We have already marvelled at 
seeing three. Can it be that there are others 
still to come ? And now they appear in groups, 
ten, twenty, thirty, decked like goddesses as 
were the first, wearing on their charming heads 
and shoulders all the treasure of Cambodia. 

Before the three enthroned queens, they 
proceed to perform their ritual dances, which 
involve little or no change of place, but consist 
rather in rhythmic movements or quiverings of 
the whole body. They undulate like snakes, 
these slender little creatures, their exquisitely 
muscular bodies seeming to be without bone. 
At times they spread out their arms in the 
form of a cross, and then the serpentine undula- 
tion begins in the fingers of the right hand, 
flows through the wrist, the fore arm, the elbow, 
the shoulder, crosses the breast, and continues on 
the opposite side, following the other arm until 
it dies at last on the tips of the fingers of the 
left hand, overloaded with rings. 

In real life these exquisite little ballerinas 
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are very jealously guarded, are often indeed 
princesses of the royal blood, whom no one 
has the right either to approach or gaze upon. 
They have been trained from their earliest 
years to these movements which do not seem 
possible for human limbs ; to these poses which 
are so little natural, but are, nevertheless, of 
immemorial tradition in this country, as is 
proved by the stone personages who inhabit 
the ruins. 

They are going to mime now some scenes 
from the Ramayana, such as formerly were 
carved in hard sandstone, in the bas - reliefs 
of the ancestral temple. The handsome war- 
chariots, copied in little from those of Angkor, 
make their entry. But, by a naive convention, 
the elephants which should be drawing them 
have been replaced by men, walking on all 
fours, naked and yellow, masked in huge card- 
board heads with moveable trunks and ears. 
Then we assist at divers episodes, pleasant 
and tragic, at combats between monsters, above 
all at the filing past of processions in celebra- 
tion of victories. We see a little queen, of 
fourteen or fifteen years, very much bejewelled, 
very much painted, ideal in her war-chariot, 

pursued by the declarations of love of a young 

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warrior, and repulsing them with a grace 
infinitely chaste. We see a thousand subtle 
and charming things which testify to an art 
of the most refined kind. Whenever a train 
of Apsaras retires by one of the doors of the 
background, another train enters from another 
door and proceeds slowly to occupy the hall. 
There are some of them, some of these little 
fairies all in gold, who can be no more than 
seven or eight years old; and they file past, 
painted like idols, crowned with very high 
tiaras, with jewelled pinions on their shoulders, 
grave and dignified in hieratic attitudes. 

A heat more and more oppressive is exhaled 
from this crowd, which is perfumed with musk 
and flowers ; the torrential rain continues to 
fill the background of the picture with its 
stream of sparkling gems ; from all the neigh- 
bouring bush, myriads of little winged beasts 
come without ceasing to hurl themselves upon 
the lustres and torches ; there come, too, large 
bats and nocturnal birds ; the exuberant animal 
life, with which the air is filled to excess, 
envelops us and penetrates us. 

And now enters the " King of the Monkeys, " 
grimacing, in his mask of gold just as I have 
seen him, needless to say, in the bas-reliefs of 

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the old temple. He also assumes poses which 
are not natural, are not possible (the poses of 
the bas-reliefs, always) ; his youthful limbs 
have been adapted from very early days to 
these exigencies of tradition. In his train the 
whole army of monkeys invades the scene : 
young girls again, little princesses masked like 
scarecrows, but whose rising breasts are out- 
lined underneath the flimsy coverings of costly 
silks. And the business is, for this astonishing 
but little redoubtable cohort to go to the rescue 
of fair Sita, whom the demons hold captive, 
a very long way off, on an island. . . . We are 
in the midst of the Ramayana, and the same 
spectacles were once enacted, no doubt, at 
Angkor-Thorn, the same costumes were worn 
there. This evening I am able to imagine, 
better than ever before, what were the splendours 
of the old legendary town. Days that we 
thought were dead and done for ever come 
to life again before our eyes. But it is no 
effort of the imagination which thus recon- 
stitutes them. The simple truth is that nothing 
has changed here, whether in the souls of men 
or in the secrets of palaces, since the heroic 
ages. In spite of its diminished outward 

seeming, this fallen Cambodian people has 

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remained the Khmer people, the people which 
astonished the Asia of olden times by its pomp 
and mysticism. One knows, too, that it has 
never surrendered its hope of reconquering its 
great capital, buried for centuries now in the 
forests of Siam ; and it is always the Ramayana, 
that epic so ancient and so nebulous, which 
continues to haunt its imagination and to direct 
its dream. 

Let us hope that France, the protectress (?) of 
this land, may be able to understand that the 
ballet of the kings of Pnom-Penh is a sacred 
heritage, a marvel of antiquity not to be 
destroyed ! 

At about one o'clock in the morning, in 
dark night and under a warm rain, we leave 
the palace of Norodom, and I go at once to 
have the steamboat, which awaits me, made 
ready for departure. I recommence to descend 
the current of the Mekong, in deep and 
oppressive darkness, and the vision of the little 
fairies of the Ramayana vanishes from me. 

The day after to-morrow must find me back 
at Saigon, that baleful town of languor and 
death, to take my place again in attendance on 

the admiral, amongst my companions in exile ; 

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to shut myself up once more within the stifling 
iron walls of that warship, which, for nearly 
two-and-twenty months, has carried us through 
all the swells of the seas of China, but which 
sleeps now alongside the unhealthy quay, where 
the verdure of the trees is too vividly green, 
and the soil of mournful redness. 



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CHAPTER XIII 



CHAPTER XIII 

October 1910. 

NEARLY ten more years have passed since my 
pilgrimage. And now the hour has come, 
quickly, stealthily, the hour which it seemed to 
me should never come, the twilight hour of 
life when all earthly things grow distant, 
diminish, and are blurred with grey shadows. 

After a luminous summer, perhaps the last, 
spent in the East, I am back again, since this 
morning, in my parental home. It is fine 
to-day in this corner of France on which my 
eyes opened, fine and calm under a blue sky ; 
but the sun, which yet is clear and warm, has 
a touch of paleness, which betokens the decline 
of the season and adds to the melancholy of 
my return. 

And here now has chance brought me back 
to this little retreat which was the museum 
of my childhood a little room of which I 
scarcely thought ever again to open the door, 

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but which I allowed to subsist as a place of 
memory. The poor things, which once so filled 
my mind with thoughts of distant countries, 
are withering and crumbling in their little glass 
cases, like mummies neglected in their hypogeum. 
There is a faded odour of camphor, of stuffed 
birds, an indefinable savour of mortality, and 
it is sad here, this evening, unspeakably. I 
open the window. . . . But it seems to me 
that everything becomes more mournful still 
when I let in the rays of the sun of this 
October evening. And, see ! a wasp has entered 
at the same time. ... I remember how in 
the old days many a wasp used to enter thus, 
for the little room opens on to the gardens, 
on to the old country gardens, the walls of 
which are tapestried with vines and rose- 
trees. 

I think of it suddenly, that out-of-date copy 
of a colonial review containing the pictures 
which were the first to reveal to me the ruins 
of Angkor ! It should still be there, behind 
that curtain. How is it that it did not occur 
to me to look for it on my return from Asia ? 
I try to find it now in this recess, where the 
dust lies thick like an impalpable ash. 

It was certainly decisive, the influence this 
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museum exercised in the orientation of my life. 
It happens so for the majority of men, simple 
playthings as they are of their first impressions ; 
trifles long dwelt upon in childhood suffice to 
sway, one way or another, the whole sequence 
of their destiny ; and this evening is it because 
I have not seen it for so many months, my 
tiny museum ? this evening its spell still 
works. The poor things on its shelves induce 
in me almost the hankering and the thrill of 
unknown countries, calling me to escape and 
come to them. How childish the feeling is! 
It is finished, all that ; the unknown exists 
no longer, and I have drained the cup of 
adventures to the dregs. The gaily-coloured 
bird behind this glass once made me dream 
of " colonies," but I have wandered in the 
most impenetrable of the forests in which it 
dwells. That humble calabash, with its barbarous 
designs, I used to deem a precious curiosity, 
but I have lived amongst the black Yoloffs 
who excel in carving them thus, in the shadow 
of their reed roofs, before their horizons of 
sand. That paddle, hanging on the wall, once 
conjured up visions of savage islanders, but the 
Polynesians have taught me how to manipulate 

identical things, in companionship with them, 

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in canoes rocked in the swell of the great 
ocean. ... Is that, then, all the world is ? Is 
human life no more than that? 

Ah! I have found the copy of the colonial 
review containing the revelation of Angkor. 
How imperfect and ill-drawn the pictures seem 
on this yellowed paper, compared with the ad- 
mirable illustrations we are used to to - day ! 
Alas, they date back some half-century. They 
are very faithful, nevertheless, and show clearly 
the tall turrets, in outline like tiaras, which 
I have since seen in reality, alike under the 
tropical sun and under lowering storm clouds. 
And as I gaze upon these unpretentious little 
drawings, immediately need I say it? the 
impressions of that far off April evening crowd 
back into my memory. Even those emphatic 
phrases of Ecclesiastes, which then sang them- 
selves in my childish head, come back as if 
they were of yesterday : "I have tried all 
things, I have been everywhere. ... In the 
depths of the forests of Siam I have seen 
the star of evening rise over the ruins of mys- 
terious Angkor. ..." 

And to - day ! Yes, it is the day of that 
mournful return home of which I had so clear 
a presentiment, the last return of all, with 

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heart aweary and whitening hair. The fact 
admits of no disguise ; the day has come, the 
cycle of my life is closed. 

The wasps continue to invade my little 
room, wasps and buzzing flies ; before the little 
sealed glass-cases and the little dead things, 
they describe their foolish curves. The time 
is near, however, when they will go to sleep 
or die ; but they, too, have no doubt felt 
the influence of tradition, that they come 
thus merrily to renew acquaintance with a 
place which has so long been closed, where 
they used formerly to dance their whirligigs 
in my company. The smallest insects, so 
they say, repeat eternally the same things in 
the same places, just as the tiny mosses and 
wild flowerets live and live again for centuries 
in the same corner of the wood. 

To turn over the leaves of this ancient, out- 
of-date review, I have seated myself near the 
open window. The late October sun is sinking 
over the plain of Aunis which I can see beyond 
the neighbouring roofs and the ramparts. On 
the limit of the horizon there are still the 
same woods, adjoining those of Limoise, and 
the line of their configuration has not been 

changed. In the distance, amidst the meadows, 

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the Charente traces its slender, shining track 
and formerly this river by which the ships made 
their way to foreign countries, to the " colonies," 
represented for me the gateway into the un- 
known ; but where would it lead me now, to 
what oceans that I have not explored? In 
the review resting on my knee, I discover 
pictures which I had not noticed or had for- 
gotten : here is the great mask of Brahma, 
such as it appeared to me one evening in the 
forest of shadow, multiplied in startling fashion, 
and gazing down upon me from the height of 
the quadruple-visaged towers. I did not suspect 
that it had been lying in wait for me so many 
years, on a dusty shelf, amongst the familiar 
toys of my childhood. On the next page are 
three Apsaras of the bas-reliefs, with rounded 
bosoms copied from models which throbbed a 
thousand years ago. They take me back in 
spirit to the ballet of the kings of Pnom-Penh, 
which was, as it were, the apotheosis of my 
pilgrimage, a veritable blaze of gold and colour 
and light, scarcely imaginable here amid this 
peaceful setting of autumn in my native pro- 
vince, while the last wasps of summer are 
buzzing idly round me. My inattentive eyes 
wander from the pages I am turning over to 

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the horizon, filled now with a golden sadness 
by the setting sun. If nothing has changed 
in my museum of yore, so, too, has everything 
remained unaltered in this part of my native 
town, which is falling more and more into 
desuetude, as its maritime activity is little by 
little being withdrawn. The same stretches 
of wall, covered with the same jasmine and 
creepers; the same Roman-tiled roofs, turning 
yellow with the rust of time ; the same chimneys 
whose every outline I recognise so well against 
the sky of this close of an autumn day. The 
trees of the gardens, which were already old 
when I began to live, have not grown sensibly 
older since. The great elms of the ramparts, 
which even then were centenarian, are still there, 
forming a girdle as magnificent as ever with 
their same green tufts. And when everything 
around has preserved itself unchanged, how 
difficult it is to imagine, how hard to admit, 
that I myself am nearly done with, simply 
because I shall soon attain the number of years 
allotted, without mercy, to the average of 
existences. Heavens ! to finish when you feel 
that nothing in you has changed, and that the 
same zest for adventure, the same hunger after 
the unknown would possess you still, did but 

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the cause remain ! Is it possible, alas ! in the 
presence of this simple but unchanging scene 
which ought, one might think, to envelop you 
in a kind of protection, to impregnate you a 
little with its faculty of duration, is it possible 
in the presence of all this which perpetuates 
itself so easily, to have been a child for whom 
the world is about to open, to have been that 
which has its life to live, and to become at last 
no more than that which has lived its life ? 

And, nevertheless, out of my short life, 
scattered about over the whole world, I shall 
have extracted something, a kind of lore which 
does not yet suffice, but has brought already 
a promise of serenity. In my travels, I have 
seen so many places of passionate adoration, 
each one responding to a particular form of 
the human agony, so many pagodas, so many 
mosques, so many cathedrals, where the same 
prayer has been poured forth from the depths 
of hearts the most diverse ! These things have 
not only disclosed to me that cold half-proof 
of the existence of a God which was indicated 
in the philosophical courses of my youth, and 
to-day is mere idle repetition : " the proof by 
the unanimous consent of mankind." Not only 
that, but something infinitely more important, 

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namely, that such a chorus of supplications, 
such a widespread testimony of burning tears 
imply the almost universal confidence that this 
God cannot be other than a God of pity. Nay, 
let it not be thought that I am pretending 
to say a thing that is the least bit new. I 
only wish to add mine to the thousand other 
testimonies, in the thought that it may be of 
interest, perhaps, to some amongst my fellows. 
In proportion as the centuries accumulated on 
humanity, the savage gods which it had imagined 
on its first issue from original darkness gave 
place to conceptions more gentle, less gross, 
and, surely, nearer to the truth. In proportion 
as the love of one for another, the brotherly love 
preached by Buddha and by Jesus, made its 
way into our souls, prone naturally to more 
savage tendencies, the notion strengthened in 
us that there must be somewhere a Supreme 
Pity that would hear our cries, and then the 
sanctuaries became more and more places of 
supplication and of tears. In the mosques of 
Islam, from Moghreb to Mecca, never a day 
passes but innumerable men, the forehead 
beating the gound, appeal to the mercy of 
Allah ! The jealous and gloomy Jehovah of 
the Hebrews has been effaced before the advent 

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of Christ, and I have seen the Holy Sepulchre 
which is the place in all the world where the 
sobs of trustful supplicants may most be heard. 
Even at Angkor, Buddhist statues, with a smile 
of pardon, are seated before the four doors of 
the immured cella in which men, even so 
long as a thousand years ago, felt that it was 
necessary to hide the terrible God of their 
first theogonies. More and more am 1 fain to 
believe in the Sovereign Pity, to stretch out 
my arms towards it, because I have suffered so 
much, under diverse skies, amid enchantments 
and amid horrors, and because I have seen so 
much suffering, seen so many tears, so many 
prayers. In spite of fluctuations, in spite of 
vicissitudes, in spite of revolts caused by too 
strict dogmas and exclusive formulae, one feels 
the existence of this Sovereign Pity affirmed 
more and more universally in the lofty souls 
who are enlightened by the great new lights 
which break upon the world. 1 

1 In France, our admirable Bergson, who has overthrown 
determinism ; in America, William James and the disciples who 
follow him ; in India, a few wise men of Benares and Hadyar. 
On the one side by irrefutable logic, on the other by marvellous 
observation, all to-day are coining little by little to consolidate 
those hopes, which our ancestors, without so much seeking, were 
able to discover so surely and so naturally behind the symbols of 
the intuitive religions. 

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Nowadays, it is true, we have amongst us 
that lees of half-intelligences, of minds partially 
instructed, which the social regime of our time 
causes to rise to the surface, and which, in the 
name of science, rushes without understanding 
into the most imbecile materialism. But, in 
the progressive evolution, the reign of these 
feeble souls will mark only a negligible episode 
of retrogression. The Supreme Pity towards 
which we stretch out despairing hands is a 
necessity of our existence, by whatever name 
we may call it; it is necessary that it should 
be there, capable of hearing, at the moment of 
the visitations of death, our clamour of infinite 
distress. For without it the Creation, to which 
one can no longer reasonably ascribe incog- 
nizance as an excuse, would become a cruelty 
too unthinkable, it would be so odious and so 
cowardly. 

And out of my numberless pilgrimages, those 
that were frivolous and those that were grave, 
this feeble argument, so little new as it is, is all 
of value that I have been able to carry away. 



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INDEX 



Amxi (in Ramayana), 85 
Angkor-Thorn, 55, 62-71, 109- 

10, 117-24 

, extent of, 62-3 

, ' e fig - tree of ruins " at, 

67-9 
, "Gate of Victory" at, 

63, 65, 117, 124 

, history of, 63-4 

, moat at, 62-3 

, reconstitution of, 109-10 

, ruins at, 65-6, 123, 127 

Angkor -Vat, 54-61, 73-112, 

124-9 

, at mid-day, 54-5 

, at night, 78 

, at twilight, 72 

, causeway, the great, at, 

56, 72, 76 

, during a storm, 93-6 

, exterior gallery, 73, 83-7, 

125-6 
, , bas-reliefs in, 74-5, 

84-7, 125-6 

, galleries at, 91-9, 104-8 

, Holy of Holies at, 98, 

105 

, plan of, 90 

, sculptures at, 89, 101, 

109 



Angkor-Vat, spiders at, 94, 97-8 
, staircases at, 90-2, 101, 

103 
, statues of gods at, 66, 94- 

8, 104, 107, 111-2 
, towers of, 54-5, 72, 105-6 

108-9, 111 

, windows of, 84, 91, 95-6 

Annamites, 11, 20, 51, 
Apsaras at Angkor- Vat, 75, 89- 

90, 92, 96, 99, 101-2, 109, 

126, 128 

, defects of, 102 

, devotion of women 

to, 102 

at Bayon, 121 

in corps de ballet, 156-7 

in Ramayana, 85 

Architects of Angkor - Vat, 

limitations of, 102-3 
Architectural discovery of 

Khmers, 103 
Aunis, plain of, 171 
Avenue leading to Angkor- Vat, 

56, 72, 76 

BAALBECK, 89 

Ballerinas. See Dancing-girls 
Ballet, corps de, at Pnom-Penh, 
128, 156-61 



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Bas-reliefs at Angkor- Vat, 74, 

84-7, 125-6 
, condition of, 86-7 

at Bayon, 121 
Bats at Angkor- Vat, 75, 83, 87- 

8, 94, 98-100 

Bayon, 69-71, 103, 117-22 

, antiquity of, 119 

, Apsaras at, 121 

, bas-reliefs at, 121 

, dilapidation of, 118 

, ' f fig-tree of ruins " at, 67- 

9, 117-9 

, Holy of Holies at, 122 
, ornamentation of walls, 

121 
, quadruple-visaged towers 

at, 70-1, 118-21 

, reconstitution of, 119-21 

, Tevadas at, 121 

Bell-turrets at Pnom-Penh, 29 
Brahma, representations of, 65, 

70-1, 118-21 

Brahmanism at Angkor, 63, 98 
Bridge leading to Angkor-Vat, 

55, 76-7 

Buddha, statue of, 98, 104, 108 
Buddhism at Angkor- Vat, 64, 

98 
Buddhist statues at Angkor- Vat, 

66, 94-8, 104, 107, 111-2 
Burmah, pilgrims from, 107 

CAMBODIAN Kings, Mausoleum 

of, 144 
Cambodians, Hindoo strain in, 

21, 52 

, relation of, to Khmers, 64 
Canoes, 20 
, racing, 26 



Causeway, the great, at Angkor- 
Vat, 56, 72, 76 

Cement not used by Khmers, 87 
Cemetery at Saigon, 12-3, 15 
Charente, 172 

Cloisters at Angkor- Vat, 91-2 
Corps de ballet, performance of, 
156-61 

DANCES, ritual, 32, 158 
Dancing-girls at Pnom-Penh, 

31,32 

, costumes, 157-8 

, likeness to Apsaras, 156-7 

, poses, 158-9, 161 

Dew, 79, 83 

Diti (in Ramayaua), 85 

Draughtsmanship, shortcoming 

of Khmers, 102 

ELEPHANTS, 31, 142 

Ellora, temple of, 104 

Empire of Khmers. See Khmer 

" FEVER of the woods," 62, 66 

" Fig-tree of ruins," 67-9, 117-9 

Fish-traps, 20 

Foreshortening, ignorance of, 
of Khmers, 102 

Forest, the submerged, 39-44, 
133-4 

, travelling in, 63-4, 62, 

115-7 

Four-faced towers. See " Quad- 
ruple-visaged " towers 

Francis L, 101 

French soldiers at Saigon, 11, 15 



GALLERIES in Angkor- Vat, 91-9, 
104-8 



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Gallery, exterior of Angkor- Vat, 

73, 83-7, 125-6 

Gandharwas (in Ramayana), 85 
" Gate of Victory " at Angkor- 
Thorn, 63, 65, 117, 124 

HABITATIONS, 20, 21, 50, 52, 58 

of the monks, 57 

Hangar of pilgrims at Angkor- 
Vat, 58-9 

Hindoo strain in Cambodians, 
21, 52 

Holy of Holies at Angkor- Vat, 
98, 105 

at Bayon, 122 

Horns in decoration of temples, 
30 

INDIAN strain in Cambodians, 

21, 52 
Inhabitants of villages on the 

way to Angkor, 20-1, 50-1 

JUNGLE. See Bush 

fever. See " Fever of the 

woods " 

KHMER Empire, 63-4, 119 

, duration of, 110, 123 

, splendour of, 123 

Khmers, architecture of, 102-3. 
, ignorance of, of fore- 
shortening, 102 

, , of vault, 102-3 

King Norodom. See Norodom 
Kompong-Luong, 53, 127, 141 
Kyacyapa (in Ramayana), 85 



LAKE, the great (Tonle Sap), 
34-5, 39-44, 134-6 



Landes, inhabitants of the, 116 
Limoise, woods of, 171 

MEDICIS, 101 

Mekong, the, 14-21, 33-4, 137, 

141, 150, 162 
Memphis, 103 
Moat at Angkor-Thorn, 62-3 

Angkor-Vat, 55 

Monastery near Kompoug - 

Luong, 144 
Monks at Angkor, 57-8, 88 

, garb of, 57 

, habitations of, 57 

, psalmody of, 57 

Mytho, 14 

NAGA, the sacred. See Seven - 

headed serpent 
Norodom, King, 16, 25, 127-8, 

153 
, corps de ballet of, 156- 

61 
, palace of, 29-32 

ORNAMENTATION of walls of 
Angkor- Vat, 101, 109 

of Bayon, 121 

Ox-carts, 51-2 

PAGODA dedicated to Queen- 
Mother of Cambodia, 146-9 

, Royal, at Pnom-Penh, 29- 

32 

Palace, Royal, at Pnom-Penh, 
29-32 

Pilgrims, devotion of, 97, 107 

from Burmah, 107 

Pilgrims' shelter at Angkor, 
58-9 



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"Plain of Tombs/' 13 
Pnonij meaning of term, 145 
Pnom-Penh, 16, 21, 25-33, 150, 

153-62 

, dancing-girls at, 31-2 

, performance of corps de 

ballet at, 156-61 
, Royal Palace at, 29- 

32 

, water festival at, 25-6 

" Prince of Death. " See Shiva 

' ' QUADRUPLE- VISAGED " towers of 

Bayon, 70-1, 119-21 
Queen - Mother of Cambodia, 

pagoda of, 146-9 

RACING canoes, 26 

Rain at Angkor-Thorn, 68-9 

Angkor- Vat, 93-6 

Rama, 86 

Ramayana, 63, 85-6, 125, 

159-62 
, scenes from, rendered by 

corps de ballet, 1 59-61 
, summary of, 85-6 

SAIGON, 11-13, 127, 162 
Sampans, 42, 133 
Seven-headed serpent, 56, 62, 

101 

Shiva, 67 

Siem-Reap, 52-4, 129 
Sita, 86, 161 



Sovereign Pity, the growing 

faith in, 175-6 
Spiders in Angkor -Vat, 94, 

97-8 
Staircases of Angkor- Vat, 90-2, 

101, 103 
Statues of gods in Angkor- Vat, 

66, 94-8, 104, 107, 111-2 

, condition of, 97 

Storm clouds, 39-40, 135-6 

TEMPLES. See Angkor- Vat and 

Bayon 

Tevadas, 121 
Thebes, 89 

Tonle Sap. See Lake, the great 
Towers of Angkor- Vat, 54-5, 72, 

105-6, 108-9, 111 
Bayon, 70-1, 119-21 

VALMIKI, 86 

Varuni (in Ramayana), 85 
Vasuki (in Ramayaua), 85 
Vault, the Khmers ignorant of, 

102-3 
Villages on the way to Angkor, 

19-21, 34, 50, 52 

WATER Festival at Pnom-Penh, 

25-6 
Windows of Angkor - Vat, 84, 

91, 95-6 

YOLOFFS, 169 



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